Vanish

Operating Table

My love one day if the sickness of this putried world gets to you
and slowly poisons your heart as it comes to a stop
i will be by your side
And at the sight of your eyelids loudly closing shut
I will grip on to your rib cage
rip it open with my bare hands
With a kiss on your fast cooling lips i seal both our fates
Gently i push your ribs aside
With your heart in sight i place my hands on my chest
and take one last deep breath
Nails digging in skin and fingers in flesh
I rip myself open
Then with my blood stained hands I grab a knife
Slice my arteries and with that last round of blood
going through my brain
I cut yours out and replace it with mine
The secondes of my life are counted.. and they are now over
As my mutilated body drops lifelessly to the floor
thoughts of you invade my mind
You will wake up to walls covered in mine and your blood
Splashs of life and death running down to the floor
As you lay your feet on the ground
they will be stained of my memorie
At the sight of my remains you will swear and damn me
But love i would suffer and die for you a thousand times over
You are more then worth every drop of blood on that damn floor
To Eric Mclean by Vanessa "05

Meh there's isn't much to say about me except i am simply myself and no one else which is a good thing cause it would be kindda confusing if i was someone else ... then who would i really be right? I'm not the brightess star out there that's for sure (as u can see i can't spell worth shit lol) and i can't keep nailpolish on for more then a day i swear cause everytime i start getting bored i pick at it lol and believe me thoses hours spent in class aren't really spent lisening most of the time. I'm not saying this to sounds rebel it's the honest truth, if i wanted to lie i would have said something like that girl that sits beside me in english is really pretty lol aw that was just plain mean sorry about that! Hummm what else could i possibly say ... i'm a camera whore i like taking pictures of everything as long as i'm not in them lol Ooo and if u can make me laugh i'll like u forever :P i love to laugh :)

I love you more then anything in the world Eric... i don't even know if i deserve you!!! Muah

Here is a description that was given to me when i did a quizz about myself and it is rather pretty exact lol :P
Description: Your inner soul is saying SCREW YOU! For some reason you gave up caring about things. You use to be warm and loving, but now you've started crusting over to a cold, hardcore bitch who doesn't take crap from anybody! Even though you try not to show emotions, you desperately want to let loose and go wild! You have an attitude that makes you irresistible to others and you are the one usually to take charge of situations. Deep down inside, though you repel people, all you want is that someone who will understand and wont turn away/ignore you like everyone else does. You want to be able to reach out and love them, but, you just cant for some reason You have created an icy barrier that shields you from reality, from what you don't want to believe. No one seems to understand you; not many can see past that barrier and see you, a hurt person just yearning to be able to embrace another or fit in! You tend to shy away from things; rejecting events/people bitterly and mouthing off anything that lurks in your mind at the time. You also tend to use humor or physical contact as a defense mechanism to protect anyone from seeing your pain. You convince yourself you're not afraid of anything or anyone, but in reality you're so insecure! All you want is someone to finally understand, see past that ice and hopefully even melt the shield. You just want comfort, you want that genuine someone! A person who likes you for you and understands what you've gone through or are going through. Underneath that cold exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would probably be any damn place you feel like being at! You can remain the same, but until you actually let your guard for once, youll never see what lives beyond the lies. Even if letting people in will cause some distress and pain, its all worth it in the end. At least youll know youre living a real life
YoU THiNk yOu KNoW... BuT ... yOU...HaVe NO fUCkIng IdEA!!!
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!

Goth

95%

Rocker, Mosher

50%

Emo

50%

Trendy

50%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev

20%

Skater

10%

Prepy

10%
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect
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You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.

Violent

88%

Hot

88%

Soft

69%

Wet

63%

Exciting

50%

Sweet

50%

Shy

50%

Awkward

19%
What is your sexual style?
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You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.

Pinhead

80%

Jigsaw

60%

Hannibal Lecter

60%

Leatherface

50%

Michael Myers

40%

Freddy Krueger

30%

Captain Spaulding

30%

Jason Voorhees

20%

Candyman

20%

Buffalo Bill

20%
Which Horror Killer are You?
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You scored as People. People are what cause your depression. They have hurt you, bullied you, isolated you, and this has caused you to form an immense hatred for them. You have built a barrier around yourself, not letting anyone pass into it. You hate them, but they are everywhere. People consume you. Please rate.

People

56%

Lonliness

50%

Friends

50%

Past

50%

Stress

41%

Love

38%

Family

38%

Death

19%
What causes you to be depressed?
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