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About Me

I am a programmer, essentially. I am facinated with Web Technologies. I program PHP and MySQL. I am always learning. Some of the most recent things are CSS, Javascript, C, and maybe sometime some I'll dive into CakePHP.
I am the best friend you will ever have, or your worst enemy. My name is John, or CJ. I play guitar, drums, bass, piano, mandolin, and a little violin.I used to smile alot, but now I just do what has to be done. I feel over worked. I am intelligent; I might not know how to spell a word, but I can fix almost anything, and I analyze everything...personality's to specific events...I notice everything.I am honest. I care for my friends as if they were family. I stick up for people who are having trouble or cant stick up for themselves. I think relationships are special. I don't listen to the radio too much cause there is never anything good on. Pandora.Com Internet Radio is Awesome! I listen to that nearly everyday.I am starting my own business cause I don't like to work under anyone....I keep the party under control, at the same time, keep the party going... :)I love music.
I love to create things.
I love to create music.
I love to create art.
I love passion.
I love to vent through poetic means.
I love to play in the rain.
I love to sit in a hot tub when its cold outside.
I love perfumes and colonges.
I love a fire on a rainy day.
I love camping.
I love to fall in love.
ILuvJohn.Com ChibiUSA.Net DownTownMeadowVista.Com DeFreezeMe.Com YuwieX.Com CaAres.Orgcheck them out if you want.
The weather is changing, I just dont know what to think anymore...
Dear John (Who is the sexiest guy in the world),
"Empty your mind, be formless. If nothing within you stays rigid, outward things will disclose themselves."
-Bruce Lee

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Peter Griffen :D

My Blog

MySpace Is The Trojan Horse Of Internet Censorship

I found this, thought it was interesting.Media elite's last gasp effort to save crumbling empire Paul Joseph Watson & Alex Jones/Prison Planet.com | March 16 2006 MySpace isn't ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 09:37:00 GMT

Forcing personal views on other people is wrong...isnt it?

Not that I am forcing my views on anyone, but just to show how contradictory some people really are without realizing it To tell someone that doesnt like the "homosexual" idea, tendency, or view, wha...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 17:03:00 GMT

Once Upon A Blossom

Once I breathed in the rose that was you Before the thorns bloodied my lips In another lifetime I'd lay breathless & spent craving the touch of  your sapling fingertips   Yours was the ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 01:59:00 GMT

Smile and Be Happy

I wonder if anything that I have witnessed in this life is even real.Am I just confused, or will it make sence later?somethings, I guess, I will never find out for sure. I dont know what I want to say...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 02:12:00 GMT

The subject is of an imaginary being called Aeris

The weather is changing, I just dont know what to think anymore...I cant do this anymore. This hurt is so harsh, and never ending. I thought I found the light at the end of the tunnel, but It was just...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 21:52:00 GMT

About something that is always with me.

http://www.coffee-spot.com/john/special.mp3 This song still makes me cry.........i remember what I had put into itI remember the pain I felt back thenWhen I was still "young"I still remember the smell...
Posted by on Fri, 12 May 2006 02:27:00 GMT