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Well the most important thing I can tell you today about myself is I am a grateful recovering alcoholic just for today. I don't dwell on how much time I have if you would like to know it is in my pics, but in my heart the person who got up the earliest today and has stayed clean and sober has the most time just for today. I have two wonderful teenagers who love me and are blessings in my life and other people's lives. This is not of my doing this is a blessing from my Higher Power who I choose to call God. I suffer from a number of physical illnesses some maybe hereditary but most are from not taking care of myself for so many years while I was out there doing my thing and getting abused by my two husbands. When my body slowed down I spent sometime morning the "loss" but then I realized just maybe it was The Good Lord giving me time to finally get to know my kids and myself. How us alcoholics run from ourselves. Now I feel blessed to have had these last five years with my kids and myself. It has not always been a smooth ride but what is. I have found out I am deppressive, bi-polar and bourder-line schizophrenic. Now there is a mouthful....So I take my daily meds because the Big Book has told me I can if I need them and I am getting more level in my moods. Today because of everything I have told you so far I am able to be mom, friend, sister, best friend, and lover. I have been on myspace for quite a while now and I have made some good friends and found out about life in this world that I would have been ignorant to other wise. So much has touched my heart and I shed more then a few tears daily but that is good it shows me I am alive still, finally. For years I would not cry, could not cry, I was dead inside. Now I am alive because I am a grateful recovering alcoholic...

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My Interests

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I want to meet people from all kinds of 12 step programs we can all lend support to one another. I want to meet spiritual people, they don't have to believe as I do, they just need to believe. I want to learn and the best way to learn is from others first hand. I would love to hear from others who suffer from fibromyalgia, diabetes, asthma or chronic pain. I would like to know how they spend their day to day living in society. Finally to the beautiful souls on myspace who make people stop and think and FEEL I want to meet you.

My Blog

The biggest blessing of my sobriety

I have been clean and sober now for 8 and a half years. Before 2001 and was nothing more then a drunk and crack addict who had to be taken care of by my children especially my son. In Danny's whole ...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Oct 2009 16:07:00 GMT

Life around here

Well it has sure been a long time since I have blogged. Thought today would be a good time to catch up. Well my son has a new lady in his life as of September and they are going to be having a baby....
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 20:24:00 GMT

Changes with the seasons

Well my life has finally taken it's major change that has been coming since the beginning of the year. I have been growwing and learning to love myself through prayer, therapy and friend's love....
Posted by on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 07:08:00 GMT

I have been Tagged

BODY;The 1st player of this game starts with 6 weird things/habits about themselves, and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things, as well as state this rule clearly. ...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 00:38:00 GMT

My Nikki is missing

Almost to the day I found her at 3 weeks old under my car almost dead my Nikki has some how escaped the house. We noticed Friday afternoon she was no where to be found but she had been around th...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 11:50:00 GMT

some new stuff

Well lot's of new things around here happening. Becca had her 16th birthday with party and all...pics are of course posted. I went and adopted a handcaped Maine Coon cat. Her name is Cryst...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 06:47:00 GMT

Excitement abounds

Well life is going good around here. My bestest friend is coming to stay with me for about 5 weeks. We are going to meet up with a woman who is going to be helping me and a bunch of my fri...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 22:01:00 GMT

Mel the Needle Man

This poem came from Ireland. I saw it in a friend's blog and requested that I be able to put it in my blog. I think it is scary and sad....and unfortunately it is part of the awful stuff that ca...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 18:25:00 GMT

A week later

Well it has been a week and one day since I have picked Don up. I spent Saturday evening thinking about what I wanted truly and how I would feel not seeing Don ever again. He ...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 17:56:00 GMT

I fear the weekend

Don went in the hospital on Tuesday and I just picked him up today. I don't know how it will be around here. I am almost afraid to find out. I have met a nice gentleman. I woul...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 13:17:00 GMT