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I'M JUST A MESSED UP GUY TRYING TO FIND MY OWN PEACE OF MIND. YOU CAN LOVE ME OR HATE ME, I SWEAR IT WONT MAKE OR BREAK ME. OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW BETTER BUT, YOUNG ENOUGH TO NOT GIVE A F***BECAUSE WE DO NOT KNOW WHEN WE WILL DIE, WE GET TO THINK OF LIFE AS AN INEXHAUSTIBLE WELL. AND YET EVERYTHING HAPPENS ONLY A CERTAIN NUMBER OF TIMES, AND A VERY SMALL NUMBER REALLY. HOW MANY MORE TIMES WILL YOU REMEMBER A CERTAIN AFTERNOON OF YOUR CHILDHOOD, AN AFTERNOON THAT IS SO DEEPLY A PART OF YOUR BEING THAT YOU CANNOT CONCEIVE OF YOUR LIFE WITHOUT IT? PERHAPS FOUR, OR FIVE TIMES MORE? PERHAPS NOT EVEN THAT. HOW MANY MORE TIMES WILL YOU WATCH THE FULL MOON RISE? PERHAPS TWENTY. AND YET IT ALL SEEMS LIMITLESS...
THINK FOR YOURSELF, QUESTION AUTHORITY THROUGHOUT HUMAN HISTORY, AS OUR SPECIES HAS FACED THE FRIGHTENING, TERRORIZING FACT THAT WE DO NOT KNOW WHO WE ARE, OR WHERE WE ARE GOING IN THIS OCEAN OF CHAOS, IT HAS BEEN THE AUTHORITIES, THE POLITICAL, THE RELIGIOUS, THE EDUCATIONAL AUTHORITIES WHO ATTEMPTED TO COMFORT US BY GIVING US ORDER, RULES, REGULATIONS, INFORMING, FORMING IN OUR MINDS THEIR VIEW OF REALITY. TO THINK FOR YOURSELF YOU MUST QUESTION AUTHORITY AND LEARN HOW TO PUT YOURSELF IN A STATE OF VULNERABLE, OPEN-MINDEDNESS; CHAOTIC, CONFUSED, VULNERABILITY TO INFORM YOURSELF.

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WHEN WE DON'T KNOW WHO WE ARE, OR IF WE ARE AFRAID TO BE WHO WE ARE -- WE BETRAY OURSELVES. WE PRETEND TO BE WHO WE THINK WE ARE. OUR SELF IMAGE IS MADE UP OF OUR EXPERIENCES, DESIRES AND OTHER PEOPLE'S IDEAS AND EXPECTATIONS OF US. MAINTAINING THIS FALSE SELF IS A BETRAYAL OF OURSELVES.IN ALL DEEP SPIRITUAL JOURNEYS, THERE IS THE EXPERIENCE OF BETRAYAL. BETRAYAL ALWAYS TELLS US TO ADJUST OUR LIFE TO BE MORE AUTHENTIC. WHAT WE IDENTIFY WITH IS ALL IMPORTANT.THERE ARE LARGE BETRAYALS (E.G., YOUR PARTNER LEAVING YOU) AND SMALL BETRAYALS (E.G., DISAPPOINTMENTS). THEY ARE ALL EXPERIENCES OF BEING WOUNDED FOR THE PURPOSE OF BREAKING DOWN THE DEFENSES OF THE PERSONALITY. WHEN WE ALLOW THE WOUNDING AND ACCEPT THE BETRAYALS AS DIVINE GIFTS, WE GREATLY BENEFIT.IN THIS WORLD YOU NEVER KNOW WHO YOUR GONNA MEET. TAKE IT FOR WHAT ITS WORTH AND THE TIME BEING BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN IT WILL BE GONE. LIVE FOR THE MOMENT AND DONT FOCUS ON THE FUTURE BECAUSE, THE FUTURE IS NOT SET. THERE IS NO FATE BUT, WHAT WE MAKE FOR OURSELVES. WHATEVER YOU DO IN THE DARKNESS SHALL EVENTUALLY COME TO LIGHT. MAKE ME YOUR FRIEND AND I GOT YOUR BACK FOR LIFE, MAKE ME YOUR ENEMY AND THE WORLD AINT BIG ENOUGH FOR YOU TO HIDE IN.IF YOU HAVE A BLACKBERRY AND WANNA GET AT ME HERE IS MY PIN, I'M SURE YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO - 24A58A7E

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My buddies

1) Drinking buddy  This guy is a blast when you're throwing a few back, and he's one of the first people you call for a crazy night of acting like you're 15 years younger. You also find out the hard ...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 21:30:00 GMT

The Guys Rules

The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.)We always hear "the rules"From the female side.Now here ...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 19:00:00 GMT