Gina

Sometimes in losing ourselves we find ourselves. In making the biggest mistake of my life I have finally found a purpose, a direction, a reason to be who I am. No more do I wonder which will win the battle of good vs. bad within me. By succumbing to one I have found that I truly want to be the other. And so I fight and struggle on but not alone. There are many helping hands to the path that I have choosen and I am thankful for you all. I sincerely hope never to disappoint my friends, my family or myself in such a large way again.To those that have no clue what I'm talking about I am expecting. There is a little life growing in me. A son. A life long dream of mine. Granted I didn't dream of these circumstances. But I will make the best of them. I will learn, I will go on. And through this along with the shame and the hurt I have found joy. So I hope that my friends too can find some joy in this. A life is not ruined, just redirected. And a new life started. Let's celebrate him together!To all my friends and family out there that have been so supportive, thank you. This is hard for me and I honestly can say that it would be nearly impossible to deal without all of you. Everyone is so encouraging and so very kind. I thank you all for your help, your jokes and your kindnesses. I love you all.***If you want to see my preggo pics go to www.photographerdave.com then go to view recent events, then go to maternity shots and click on Gina***