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About Me

Guess it's time to update my about me again. My name is Paul and I live in West Seneca. I was born in Columbus, Ohio and moved to Buffalo before my now 21 year old brother was born. I had thoughts of moving away but I've realized I surprisingly like this area a lot. If I want a part of the city, I'm just a few miles away. And if I want a part of the country I can go out to my dad's property which is about 30 minutes or so away. I'm not a complicated person. I now appreciate the smaller things that life has to offer. I matured at a very young age and find it hard to find people I can relate to. The few really good friends I do have I wouldn't trade for anything in the world. The most important things in my life are my family, my career, and my friends. One day I hope to fall head over heels in love with the right girl and start a family of my own but until then I'm just enjoying the simple things like I said. In my spare time I like playing sports (basketball, football, and hockey), watching movies/tv, reading, writing poetry/songs, cooking (yes, a man that can cook...and very well too I might add), hanging out with my friends, and relaxing at home. I'm not a big drinker, usually once a week I'll have a few drinks...and more often than not its usually at my place. As far as love goes, I believe that there is someone out there that you are destined to meet that will turn out to be the person you will spend the rest of your life with. The relationships before that are a lesson in what you want and don't want in a person. It's a harsh reality but that's the way it unfortunately works. With love, there is no settling, there is no temptation, there is only you and that person creating something so beautiful as to make you feel like nothing else in the world is the same without them. Like I just mentioned temptation is an evil thing. When you fall in love with someone there WILL be people that make you reconsider who you're with...but it's just that, temptation. I don't believe in cheating, never have and definitely never will. When I get into a relationship I'm in it for the long haul, that's just how I am. I try my hardest to always do the right thing and to treat people the way I would like to be treated. I sometimes can be too nice to people, and unfortunately there are people in this world that can and have taken advantage of that. Well, that's enough for now.If you want to know more "about me" just let me know. Send me a message on AIM, my screen name is Cobalt2181....~Later~
Apparently me and Seann William Scott are twins

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone that understands that the best things in life...the things that will make you happiest...are the toughest to get but well worth the effort.

What will it take to get through to you all
How do I manage to pick myself up whenever I fall
I have a strength inside me that none of you see
And I fight my damn hardest to be all I can be
Do you still think you know me?

Sacrifice after sacrifice I continue to make
I try to make you all happy no matter what it will take
I don't expect thanks just a little respect
But I guess that's too much, what did I expect
Do you still think you know me?

I give it my everything in all that I do
I tend to get burned but I always get through
Theres not much in this world that at first I don't trust
I almost always get hurt but it's still worth the fuss
Do you still think you know me?

I'm capable of great things and I know who I am
I'm proud of myself for doing all that I can
I'm never content and I always push ahead
Many think with their minds, I think with my heart instead
Do you still think you know me?

I'll never be fake because I'll always be real
You can take me for granted, it won't change how I feel
Inside me is all the love that is needed in this world
The key to it all is one special girl
Do you still think you know me?

I'll continue to lay it all on the line day after day
Regardless of if it ever begins to go my way
I'll never give up and I'll always push through
I do this for me and for all of you too
Do you still think you know me?

At the end of the day when I lay down to rest
I see life for what it is, it's all just a test
We never fail because we still can succeed
You get second chances but you take them in heed
Do you still think you know me?

So my life will go on and I'm still the same
My life is a journey, it's never a game
Bad situations are never quite like they seem
So live for the moment but fight for your dream
Do you still think you know me?


My Blog

I need to talk to you

I don't know who you are , all I know is that I need to talk to you.  Guess the truth box isn't such a bad thing after all.  Whoever it was that sent me that message last night, you made a lot of sens...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jun 2009 09:07:00 GMT

This Life

Laying awake I stare into the darknessSo that my dreams may come aliveThere are so many things that I want to accomplishBefore I run out of timeI'm taking this life And making it mine Nothin...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jun 2009 19:22:00 GMT

It's getting aggravating

I think I'm gonna get rid of TruthBox, why can't you just send me a message telling me what you think?
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jun 2009 19:21:00 GMT

My take Part 1

So I feel the need to vent.  Is it just me or does it seem like the way people look is what garnishes them attention?  I believe this to be quite the accurate perception.  Case-in-point...conceitednes...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 11:16:00 GMT

Everyone read..."The Truth Box"

So I'm not sure how many of you decided that this was a good app to install like myself, but god is it annoying. At first it seemed like a brilliant idea, but after using it and receiving half a do...
Posted by on Fri, 29 May 2009 13:12:00 GMT

Thoughts

There is so much on my mind these days. I have so many questions, and not one single god damn answer. What the hell happened in the last year? Why do I keep running into a brick wall with every cho...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Nov 2008 06:15:00 GMT

From shy to sheik

It's Friday night, he's going out with his friendsThey pull up to the club and now the night beginsOne by one they all get to drinkin'Shot after shot, what the hell is he thinkin'They go out to the da...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 01:28:00 GMT

All you gotta do is love me (song)

I can't change who you choose to holdBut if you were with me, you'd never be coldThere's consequences to each and every actionI could love you whole, he only loves you a fractionSo keep on believing w...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 01:10:00 GMT

What could be but isn’t

Her helpless soul is trappedBlood stained tears drip down her faceHer future is determinedBut her dream is gone without a traceShe wants to be savedBut she cried wolf too many timesHe wants so bad to ...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 00:52:00 GMT

The truest poem Ive ever written.....

Time for another chance at giving away my heartStraying aimlessly searching in the depths of the darkNot sure where this broken and treacherous path will leadBut the end justifies the means, and that'...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 08:19:00 GMT