About Me:
This is me, a colorful canvas with so much depth and layers of past experience ready to face what I have now and what the future holds for me, maybe one day my canvas will be seen and forever be remembered...
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Likes:
Mornings / Photography / Hip Hop / Sneakers / Clothes / Dancing / Shopping / Appreciate all type of music / Poetry / Watching movies / Video games / All sports / Sushi / Nature / Taking risk / Flying / Taking trips / Long drives / Sunny, cloudy or cold days / Kiwi / Bagel, cream cheese & turkey sandwich Yum!
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Dislikes:
Frogs / People that smell / Smelling like food / Not having money / Rain / Authentic Mexican food & Korean food / Dirty shoes / Getting ready / heights / Starting over / Drunk people / Smoke / Sprint / Really hot showers.
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Turn Ons:
Good vibe / Self confidence / Has a goal / Cute smile / Fresh kicks / Urban style / Can dance / Smells good / Into any form of art / Good manners / Long or short hair streaked is a + / Open minded / Nice body.
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Turn Offs:
Pushy / Selfish / Closed minded / Smokers / Alcoholics / Dresses & heels / Ugly eye brows / Fake personality / Facial hair / Talks like " Oh yeah! Oh Really! Like um / Alot of make up. _____________________________________________
A verbal reminder.
Maybe it is true that we don't know
what we have got until we lose it,
but it is also true that we don't know
what we have been missing until it arrives.
Giving someone all your love is never assurance
that they will love you back.
Don't expect love in return,
just wait for it to grow in their heart
but if it does not,
be content it grew in yours.
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Love Like by Shihan
I want a love like me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you type love, or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you type love, or hating how jealous you are, but loving how much you want me all to your self type love, or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to my last name, and s**t, I wanted to see how far I could get without calling you, and I barely made it out of my garage. See, I want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep then wonder if she dreaming about us being in love type love, or who loves the other more, or what she's doing at this exact moment, or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts, closing my eyes and imagining how a love like this could just hurt so much when she's not there.
S**t, I love not knowing where this love is headed type love.
And check this, I want to place those little post-it notes all around the house so she never forgets how much I love her type love then not have enough ink in my pen to write all there is to love about her type love.
Hope that I make her feel as good as she makes me feel,I want her to distract me form whatever I'm doing type love and I want to deal with my friends making fun of me the way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love type love.
Only difference is this is one of those real love type loves.
And just like in high school, I want to spend hours on the phone with her not saying anything, then fall asleep then wake up with HER right next to me, and smell her all up in my covers type love I want to try to counting the ways I love her, and then lose count in the middle just so that I have to start all over again type love I want to celebrate one of those month anniversaries even though they ain't really anniversaries, but doin' it just cause it makes her happy type love.
And I want to break down the time we spend together into seconds just so it sounds like we spend more time together type love And check this, I want fall in love with the melody the phone plays when her number is dialed into it type loves and then talk to her until I lose my breathe, she leaves me breathless, but with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all of her back into me I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan to something that allows me to talk to her longer because, in all honesty, I want to avoid one of them high cell phone bill type loves.
I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to love her as long as I'd like to type loves, and I want a love that makes me st-st-st-st-stutter just thinking about how strong this love is type love. I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair Well, maybe not all of the hair maybe just cut the split ends and trim my mustache, but it will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her.
And check this, I kinda feel comfortable now, so I can tell y'all this I even be fantasizing about walking out on a green light just dying to get hit by a car just so I could lose my memory get transported to some third world country just to get treated then somehow meet up again with you so that I could fall in love with you in a different language to see if it still feels the same type love.
I want a love that's as unexplainable as she is, but I'm married, so she is going to be the one that I share this love with. ____________________________________________
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