im 15
death is advancing.
last login: today
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goodbye love
hello disease.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams before
the crowd is to risk their loss.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try is to risk failure.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
But risk MUST be taken, because the greatest
hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing does nothing,
has nothing, and is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but he simply cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love - live.
He has forfeited his freedom.
[The heart may freeze or it can burn
The pain will ease if I can learn
There is no future
There is no past
I live this moment as my last
There's only us
There's only this
Forget regret
Or life is yours to miss
No other road
No other way
No day but today]
I can't convince you who I am over myspace.
Let's get a few things straight:
I'm not a virgin, but I'm not a slut.
Everybody labels. It's nothing new and it isn't
necessarily bad unless you expect negative reactions.
Only a select few can handle my complex personality.
Too bad he wasn't one of them.
I'll take a random bus to anywhere.
Talking to strangers gives me an adrenaline rush.
You never know what you'll learn.
Ironic.
It takes time to extract joy from life.
Sadness is easier because its surrender.
I'm not as sad as most of you may think.
some people chose to be pessimistic.
its not something worth chosing
Being diagnosed with a bipolar disorder
has never and will never stop me from "living".
I cannot count the many times
someone has said "mood swings" to my face.
That's how they describe it;
it's how they understand.
You'll try to comprehend the emotion,
But please, just give up...
Don't worry about me.
I'm living a beautiful perspective of life.
Remember,
if it wasn't this, it'd be something else.
