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Danielle

Welcome to My Dark Retreat

About Me

What’s Up?! Life is pain, anyone who tells you otherwise are trying to sell you something. One has to learn and learn fast that there is no way to make life smooth… get used to it. My family drives me crazy: I have five younger brothers! Sam (15) Gabe (13) Mike (13) Joel (10) & Zeke (8) My homies are to far away: Krash is out of jail (now he's married which seems to be nearly the same), Tylor is in a halfway house, Grem is hundreds of miles south in STL. BUT… At least I got homies that I can call true till the very end. Shout out to my peeps: Gremlin, Adam, Julie, Tylor, Car-Car, Krash, and everybody else. Tylor and I are back together after almost two years apart. I'm moving to MI to be with him in april. This space is for me to be me. To be uninhibited, free, fun… myself, just like when my homies are around
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"A silence engulfed lunatic wandered through a black mist. This mage finds only the Shades and their damned paths. His last hope, he learns, is nonexistent." -MeTHE MANY FACES OF ME: I AM TUMULTUOS!
I AM INTELLIGENT! I AM ORGINAL! I AM BEAUTIFUL!
I AM CREATIVE!
I AM ME AND I AM THE ONLY ME!

leashed freak of hades Highway
Loony-Bin Lane 9
County Jail 23
Valley of Depression 39
Fame City 163
Study Hall 244
Please Drive Carefully

Music:

I love the Bealtes, Korn, Marlyn Manson, Slipknot, The White Stripes, System of a Down, Green Day, Trapt, Disturbed, Insane Clown Posse, and even Eminem.Give Peace a Chance: The Beatles, John Lennon, George Harrison, Paul McCartney, & Ringo Star But Korn is also Awsome

Movies:

The Lord of Rings, Fight Club, A Fish Called Wanda, Death to Smoochy, Highlander, Moulin Rouge, The Matrix, and Kill Bill.

Television:

TELEVISION: Law and Order SVU, Star Trek, Monty python, Sopranos, Highlander…ect.

Books:

Lord of the Rings, by J. R. R. Tolkien; The Narnian Chronicals and the Screwtape Letters, by C. S. Lewis; Dune, by Frank Herbert; The Foundation Trilogy, by Isaac Asmiov; The Hitchhiker's Ultimate Guide to the Galaxy, by Douglass Adams; The Vampite Chronicals, by Anne Rice

Heroes:

HEROES: Oxford Professors: C.S. Lewis & J. R. R. Tolkien... oh yeah and The Vampire LestatMORE AREA TO BE SELF CENTERED: BECAUSE I’M SO AMAZING.. RIGHT?AM I A SOCIOPATH:
You Are 94% Sociopath
The good news is that you're devastatingly charming, but the bad news that you could scare the pants of Hanibal Lecture if he pissed you off.
You mostly use those charms for evil! Are You A Sociopath?HOW BOYISH AM I:
You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?HOW DEPRESSED AM I:
Your Depression Level: 96%
You seem to be severely depressed.
You should seek immediate attention from your physician.
Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step. Are You Depressed?WHAT AM I LIKE IN BED:
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.

Violent


94%

Hot


94%

Exciting


63%

Wet


63%

Awkward


31%

Sweet


25%

Soft


13%

Shy


6%
WHAT DRUG AM I:
You scored as Cocaine. Be careful, this drug is very addicting, and you can build a tolerance quickly.

Cocaine


88%

Ecstacy


81%

Marijuana


75%

Mushrooms


69%

Inhalents


50%

Alcohol


50%

None!


25%
What's your ideal drug?
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My Blog

Love and Life

Ok World here is my opinion.... Everyone who knows me will tell you that as far as love is concerned I'm usually some what of an optimist, but no more..  I don't understand the world and how it w...
Posted by Danielle on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 02:48:00 PST

Your Eyes

  Your Eyes   Your eyes, are the clearest gray. Translucent and pure are they. A hint of blue is hidden in their depths, colored by the tears they have wept. I remember over a year...
Posted by Danielle on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 04:16:00 PST

Never Again!

Never again will you have a true love like mine, for pain eternal shall always be thine.   Once before, we had in truth two hearts entwined, for love perfect was then living...
Posted by Danielle on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 03:11:00 PST

How now?

How now, foul fool, When you lie alone at night? Do you know the terror? Feel you now that cold and lonesome fright?   Why rest you, In your guilty little sin? Do the spirits know your se...
Posted by Danielle on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 02:56:00 PST

The Forest King

The Forest King The wizened, giant of an oak stood silent in the night as an old king of the forest. Its once proud bough was bent and huddled over in the cold. Its branches twisted and contorted wit...
Posted by Danielle on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 09:37:00 PST

Poetry: Beaauty Boxed In, Strength

Beauty Boxed In   A shrouded corpse, resurrected, fears its return to the grave. A black mantle covers the defected, but only the blade numbs the rave.   A broken heart, uncorrected, ...
Posted by Danielle on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 09:36:00 PST

Poetry: My Unthankful Thanksgiving, Ode to a Lily

My Unthankful Thanksgiving   Light, lingering, littering leaves. My life is in a rut. I await my brothers, those little thieves. A dinner to shock the gut.   Sam picks and puts bugger...
Posted by Danielle on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 09:33:00 PST

Poetry: Cut, Damnation, A Foul Calling

Cut   In this rain I, Clense the pain, That my core claims. My sliced viens, leave no small stains. Merely distain, That this evil pain, May be my bain.   A Foul Calling  ...
Posted by Danielle on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 09:31:00 PST

Poetry: The Cart Tart, Sing A Song, Attack Jack, Harry Larry

These are Lymrics... some Mandiey helped write and one she wrote.   Harry Larry   There once was a bum called Mary. Her face was tremendous and hairy. Her stomach was round, Like that ...
Posted by Danielle on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 09:27:00 PST

Poetry: The Cyclone Spin, My Room, A Prayer for Night, Back to the Grave

Back to the Grave   Once upon a time I wasn't known. I had yet to take breath of earth. Now I want to return to the grave, to once again inhabit silence.   The Weight of Words   ...
Posted by Danielle on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 09:25:00 PST