michael [hoekilla][FCM]

Back To The Lab

Confessions:there's a part of me that forces myself to get up every morning. there's another part of me that forces myself to go to sleep every night. most of the reason i hold on to sleep is that i n...
Posted by michael [hoekilla][FCM] on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 07:12:00 PST

My Letter

Hello Michael You're pretentious pop prince day to day is getting old. Those girls you amuse for the hell of it are coming at you with knives raised high. They finally figured out who they are and wha...
Posted by michael [hoekilla][FCM] on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 10:59:00 PST

Your Fever Is Rising

I forgot, This is not where I left you I'm exactly where I've always been though, the past is not the past. the wind still blows the same as before. your still just as cold. My fingers are still on fi...
Posted by michael [hoekilla][FCM] on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 06:06:00 PST

Losing Close Friends

Today you told me that I'd hate you foreverWho do you really think you are?Don't expect to make an impact honeyBecause you were a fling gone wrongAnd never will you be anything moreIt's like I already...
Posted by michael [hoekilla][FCM] on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 02:09:00 PST

Cold California

You don't know it. But they're watching In and out of dirty classrooms and empty stairwells, the truth hides Begging to be found. And you're the kind of kid dying for an adventure. A sick way to get ...
Posted by michael [hoekilla][FCM] on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 10:14:00 PST

Turn Me On

Every once in a while we need to reach back, count our losses and start over. It's the act of growing up. Were not as mature as we think we are, we can be destroyed. Walking around with our jeans tigh...
Posted by michael [hoekilla][FCM] on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 01:29:00 PST

Don't Sleep

The town still moves the same without you awake. The world stops moving for (you and) me. But mostly me. You can't expect to hold your ground after so much time has passed. I gave you an oppurtun...
Posted by michael [hoekilla][FCM] on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 05:18:00 PST

Try Saying "No" Once In A While

This was supposed to be so full of sunshine and rain rain go aways that I forgot all about handling rainclouds and depression. I was a spy and you were the watched. You never even had a fucking clue. ...
Posted by michael [hoekilla][FCM] on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 10:42:00 PST

Kiss Kiss Bang Bang

Forget. Forget who you thought you were. Put your pride down. Step away from your dignity. Everything's changing now. She's hanging up and you're still hung up on her. Forget. Forget the tears who was...
Posted by michael [hoekilla][FCM] on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 09:29:00 PST

You're Half Way There

I'm so sick of routine. But come on, eat your heart out beautiful. This is everything every girl dreams of. A boy with a heart of gold, and a ring for you to match. Walking away isn't the same as runn...
Posted by michael [hoekilla][FCM] on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 11:38:00 PST