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About Me

Hi, i'm John im a real guy, i'm honest and upfront. i'm also a nice guy alittle too nice at times. And somtimes i let people get the best of me. i have turn ons and turn off just like any other normal human. to find out all you have to do is ask. expect nothing but the truth from me. so it wouldn't hurt to try!

My Blog

Happy new years! My Resolution

To me... as long as i can remember New Years has been one of the most exciting days for everyone around me. a time for change a time for joy and sorrow a time for friends and families to put things in...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 10:01:00 GMT

wondering

I wonder?... late at night, if you take a moment to think of me. As cold as it is getting do you miss when i was closest to you. Are you ever scared like im scared that the future doesnt have a place ...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 08:09:00 GMT

elephants by: racheal yamagata

If the elephants have past lives, yet are destined to always remember, it's no wonder how they scream, like you and I, they must have some temper. And I am dreaming of them on the plains, dirtying up ...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 19:36:00 GMT

closer

It's the bottom of the 9th and I'm scared the ball is in my hands , its all on my shoulders. I'd love to forfeit and walk away but I know I am stronger then this. Metaphorically speaking of course as...
Posted by on Thu, 29 May 2008 00:56:00 GMT

made easier

looking out at somthing new.. following dreams now thanx to you. a piece of mind a new path in my way, a brighter future and brand new day. happy or as close as i can be. no troubles for miles as far ...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 01:55:00 GMT

[;;Snow;;]

All around me, white and cold. memories and feelings to bitter to hold. watching it fall slowly reshaping  it all. everything that was there. replaced with something bare. gone beneath the surfac...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 21:20:00 GMT

[for my sake]

::verse1::: its only getting colder, as the nights get long. these days last forever, on and on. im just so tired. i can't get enough sleep. thinking of the memories. picking the ones ill keep.  ...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 01:22:00 GMT

beneath my skin

i can feel my heart breaking beneath my skin, it's an acheing battle that i can't win. it's hard to face this, bleeding beneath my chest. with just one kiss, you made it past every test. but you...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 06:56:00 GMT

Never going to trust....AGAIN.

         how can i just walk away from this? i can not prettend as if this didnt happen. where is the justice? im hurting so bad. im confused and im worried. im...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 22:43:00 GMT

i dont want to die..but i cant keep living like this:..by:john cross

senerio 1 I am weak. this bath tub water is getting cold. but thats not enough to lift myself from this pool of tears. i lay hear, i think, and i cry. dear god if your out there... is this the time f...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 00:28:00 GMT