endings and beginnings |
my dog, maggie mae, passed away thursday night.
she really is better off. she hung on for a long while; a true fighter. you have to respect that. but in the end it cauht up with her. when she started ... Posted by on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 14:44:00 GMT |
i just got laid... |
...off.yep, that's right; for the first time in my life i am leaving a job not by my own choice. of course, it's not a performance related issue. the companies having problems, and the cuts are all ac... Posted by on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 23:56:00 GMT |
this n' that. |
Hey everybody, just a couple of things on my mind right now, none too major. consider this like a half-blog; it's moreso one than when i just post some song lyrics, but not as soulsearching as my usua... Posted by on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 11:05:00 GMT |
forget regret...take my pain away. |
two songs of special releavance:
"forget regret" by death by stereo
And we survived, through death,Unanswered questions, a night I can't forget.The horror, the sorrow, the shame, all trapped inside,Wh... Posted by on Sat, 31 Dec 2005 11:45:00 GMT |
cutting bait and waiting for the big fish. |
howdy. it's been awhile since i posted a new blog. it's not that i haven't had anything to say. quite the contrary; MUCH has been going on in the world of i-who-was-once-matthias. i have been quite bu... Posted by on Thu, 24 Nov 2005 20:39:00 GMT |
old and alone. |
smothered
kept in a jar
burried in leaves called food
not enough holes
walls of greasy fingerprints and backwards jelly logos
ancient hands grip
the wing tears away so
easily.
a butterfly no more
the... Posted by on Sun, 17 Jul 2005 18:36:00 GMT |
it's official! |
as of today, i am a registered resident of maple shade, NJ! wooHOO!!! the actual moving, takes place tommorrow. i have enlisted several burly friends and the lovely and amazing lisa (AKA leese AKA poo... Posted by on Sat, 21 May 2005 12:46:00 GMT |
my puppie dog is dying... |
well, she's not really a puppy, actually. in fact, she's just shy of fifteen. yeah, you read that correctly; and we're talking about a dog here and not a turtle. so, it's not like concerns like that a... Posted by on Wed, 27 Apr 2005 12:14:00 GMT |
what the hell... two more killer songs |
these two tell ya pretty much all you need to know about me, heh heh
megadeth- tears in a vial
This may seem all too confusing
How I could walk away from something so rare
But you see it got too... Posted by on Tue, 15 Mar 2005 17:33:00 GMT |
the art of ruin |
music rules.
it helps me get through things and gets me going when i need it.
lately, i've been bumping a lot of lamb of god.
lamb of god rules.
here's a bunch of their songs that hold particular ... Posted by on Tue, 15 Mar 2005 17:23:00 GMT |