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missing brady &lt;3

love fearlessly & live happily.

About Me

wichada n.(wish-cha-daa). - intellectual beauty [thai]

i'm the farthest thing from perfect. but i'm ok with that. i'm a mixture of a lot of different things and that goes for my life & interests as well. i'm complexed you can say. my heart guides my every move. the people in my heart mean more than the world to me. i live life taking in everyday w/ my heart on my sleeve. i live like i'm "fearless" - like i can take on anything and everything. it maybe a risky way to live but i wouldn't have it any other way.

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My Interests

animals.
bags.
band shirts.
belts.
blankets.
breakfast for dinner.
brownies.
care bears [wish bear].
cereal.
chapstick.
chipotle.
conversations.
cooking.
cool weather.
customized stuff.
creativity.
dancing.
discoveries.
dreams.
driving.
dr.pepper.
eeyore.
e-mails.
eye liner.
family.
] fratelli's.
friends.
kisses.
i pod "podee-pod".
holidays.
hugs.
jamba juice.
jeans.
laptop [fujitisu n3520].
laughing.
letters & notes.
love.
lyrics & quotes.
marshmellow [my build a bear].
massages.
movies.
music.
nick. night time.
people.
philosophy.
photography.
psychology.
sidecca.
sleeping in.
shopping.
smiling.
sour cream & onion chips.
spontaneousness.
stars.
strawberry lemonade.
sweatshirts.
thermals.
tiger lillies.
tiramisu.
txt messages.
working.
writing.
valentine's day.
vans.
views.
volcom.

I'd like to meet:

the best boyfriend in the universe, my bestest friend.
nicholas donald alexander la motte-kerr. yea that's my baby! and yes, that's his knee dragging!!!

brady, will be together again one day.
until then i know you'll be my angel, as you always were.
i love you and always will.

rest in peace darling. june 5, 1986 - october 13, 2007.

Music:

love a little bit of everything
but gotta rock out to...

a thorn for every heart.
action action.
afi.
all american rejects.
angels & airwaves.
armor for sleep.
audition.
at the drive inn.
brand new.
bright eyes.
breakin' benjamin.
cartel.
copeland.
death cab for cutie.
early novemer.
emery.
fall out boy.
finch.
funeral for a friend.
hawthorne heights.
incubus.
jimmy eat world.
juliana theory.
june.
keane.
killers.
linkin park.
maroon 5.
mars volta.
matchbook romance.
matchbox twenty.
motion city soundtrack.
my chemical romance.
new found glory.
nirvana.
normal like you.
panic! at the disco.
papa roach.
rise against.
rufio.
senses fail.
silverstein.
snow patrol.
sparta.
starting line.
steven speaks.
story of the year.
straylight run.
strokes.
sugarcult.
sum 41.
switchfoot.
taking back sunday.
thrice.
3 days grace.
30 seconds to mars.
thursday.
transplants.
used.
yellowcard.

Movies:

a walk to remember.
armaggedon.
clockwork orange.
closer.
constantine.
count of monte cristo.
crash.
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
grease.
fight club.
finding nemo.
four brothers.
incredibles.
italian job.
just like heaven.
ladder 49.
lucky number slevin.
memoirs of a geisha.
sin city.
spanglish.
the notebook.
pirates of the carribean.
pearl harbor.
v for vendetta.
walk the line.
wicker park.

Heroes:

my our angel rest in peace
JOSE LUIS GAMBOA
"GUMBY"

may 06, 1988 - june 4, 2005
moto-cross buddy forever

My Blog

brady.

Friday Afternoon [october 12, 2007]....from the sound of nicks voice i knew the call wasn't a good one. he told me that our friend brady was in the hospital. his brother, timmy had found him on the fl...
Posted by missing brady <3 on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 11:38:00 PST

the composition of love.

[picture taken august 25, 2004]two years ago,  as you held me in your arms, at the exact same moment we both pointed and said "look" pointing out the brightest star on our side of the sky. 'til t...
Posted by missing brady <3 on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:34:00 PST

thankful.

its sorta cliche to say all the things im thankful for thanksgiving, but hey at least they are said...   this past year or so, more then ever ive learned to be grateful for just being alive. gamb...
Posted by missing brady <3 on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 11:40:00 PST

thank you nick.

thank you for not turning it off, letting me feel it, and most importantly feel it with you. you broke my heart a little, and id never thought id be so glad. a closeness you can only feel through a no...
Posted by missing brady <3 on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 01:47:00 PST

opposites apparently attract.

nick has been my every thought and my heart's every beat. i find myself falling for him more and more everyday. butterflies in my stomach and this sense of free falling - it's a rush. b...
Posted by missing brady <3 on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 03:26:00 PST

our story.

love. its a thing i didn't know before i met nick. two years ago we met. it was the day i broke up with my boyfriend. it was long overdue. three years ended in one day. just because he wantd to play ...
Posted by missing brady <3 on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 08:11:00 PST

quote. un-quote.

screamingXinsyde(3:27:23 AM): but i unno brady. im SOOOOO happy. its almost as i forgot that it was possible to be this happy. because this just didnt exist without him....
Posted by missing brady <3 on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 03:33:00 PST

in loving memory of jose gamboa

walking in to school, excited about going to get my ticket for grad nite. a friend of mine stops that to catch up with a buddy and i hear them over talking about someone in one of their classes w...
Posted by missing brady <3 on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 06:05:00 PST

my angel always

  it was a year ago today that gamboa was taken away from us. four days from today a year ago would be the funeral and the day that i found out my grandma passed away. i was torn.&nbs...
Posted by missing brady <3 on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 12:15:00 PST

growing pains.

i love sooooooooo much him.   everything but his stubbornness. i know he loves me. ive moved on from the "those days".  but to him i'll always be his girl. he's been with me a...
Posted by missing brady <3 on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 09:46:00 PST