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fuck

what happens when the world stops turning... will god make it  better  because he has to or will we keep going just like we always have... the paradox of life is left unanswered and i dont k...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 23:10:00 GMT

the sun

the laughter brings love to fill this hole in my soul. the daylight is fading but for the first time i am not scared of the night. the light inside me will blast away the dark and all the demons hidin...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 11:16:00 GMT

tomorrow

it came in a dream, the darkness gave way to light and the sun shown on my face. the streams down my face are slowly fading and the tears give way to laughter i have missed the laughter and in days to...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 18:11:00 GMT

the sun

staring at the wall is getting old. i can not fill this large hole that is growing inside of me i feel like i let down the people i care about most on a daly basis, how am i supposed to have feeling w...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 21:43:00 GMT

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The stars are falling from the sky. no one knows the light until they are in the dark. the longing to be with you is overwheling. time does not exist, and miles can not seperate my heart from you...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 02:37:00 GMT

words on a page

i am a liar. i am not here. i have left and may not return. but how can you believe this if i am a liar. this is my paradox. how do you fix a lie when the lie is your life. my laughter is empty and my...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 22:37:00 GMT

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the pain i have felt i have brought on myself. no one else is to blame. i am running from myself and god. i can not out run either. the pain is my own. i have turned my back on both of the before ment...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 02:33:00 GMT

numb

we are all trying to be numb. as the time passes emotions are dulled. the clock marches on and our funerals are getting closer. the dreams we had when we were children are covered with dust ...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 17:32:00 GMT

up in smoke

the fire is out and the ashes are smoldering. the blaze was hot and fast but what is left after it is gone. the warmth it brought is now just a memory, will it keep me warm through the night. the ligh...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 22:31:00 GMT

the light

the light is so close i can touch it, but so far i can  barley see it. it is the light the makes me want to be better. she has me at hello and is scared that she will fail. the truth is that...
Posted by on Sat, 12 May 2007 01:46:00 GMT