Real love hurts.
Real loves makes you totally
vulnerable & open.
Real love will take you
far beyond yourself.
Therefore, real love will
devastate you.
If love doesn't shatter you,
you dont know love.
-Im not skinny
-My nose is extreamly crooked
-I have skin cancer which causes the white dot on my face
-I have acne, because yes I am a teenager
-I have huge hips
-I have big thighs
-I color my hair, my natural color is blonde
-Im really short
-I talk really quiet
-Im a lot of things that most would see as imperfections
- I feel im perfect the way I am
-So hate me, loveme, like me, dilike me, lust me
-Act like you know me when you dont.
-Just know I'm me and I'm happy with me
My name is Amber. I live my life fighting; this life for me is one big battle that I doubt I'll ever win. I find myself making the same mistake twice often, and no matter how bad I don't like something, I'll probably do it. I discipline myself and have guilt issues. I'm really afraid of the truth, or knowing I'm wrong. I keep to myself for everyones benefit; people make drama out of opinions. I like diversity and wish this world would accept more of it. The person standing next to you is different, but not more or less. Beauty lies everywhere in the Universe, and it amazes me how this generation fails to see the good in the world.
I try to stand for who I am with no support, but to be honest, I fail at that too. My biggest fear is losing something my heart has formed a love for. I'm extremely sensitive and emotional. I'm real and I'm not afraid to be ugly. I'm not an angel, nor perfect. Sorry I'm not the barbie doll you've always wanted.
I see everything deeper than the average person. I don't long for the answers, because I'm not ready for them. You probably have the wrong idea of me, and pretend like you know me from what you hear through the grape vine,, when in reality, you probably dont even know me at all. I grew up too fast for my own good, and I've seen things at a young age most people don't. Sometimes, I wonder when everyone will stop being afraid to act their age.
I need motivation, an example. I need someone to look at and feel motivated to follow in their footsteps. I see beauty and innocence in most everyone, and I think of every child as a miracle. I hate money, I hate fortune. I search for love forever, because in my heart, I know I deserve it. I'm far from self-centered and cocky, infact my self esteem isn't even there. If you got to know me, you'd need me.
