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(-)ions. {disassociative}

living to not die, existing to avoid inexistence

About Me

his name is rick
*he happens to be a bassist looking for another band (there's always time for another)
*his AIM is softspot07, talk to him, he's bored a lot.
rick was born a couple months before the first ice age. he and his real family were frozen alive almost as soon as they realized that snow is cold. they were found when scientists discovered greenland (february 1989). he was the only member of his family to sucessfully thaw out, the others were made a little bit too crispy (think giant microwave). he wears black to sybolize that he's not thawed all the way yet (his heart is frozen, they installed a fake one though). some days, very rarely, he may wear tie dye. the science team placed him with some family which he has,unfortunately, called his own for 17 years. the only person of that family unit who he liked is his grandpa, he is dead, rick misses him terribly. the family unit helps rick by providing him a place to sleep. he sometimes sleeps up to 18 hours in a day. they say it's because of his old school metabolism, but it's really because of all the tranquilizers that the boy takes. m&m cookies are his favorite so, bake him some. he is on stage crew at his high school, it is the only thing that keeps him from self destruction, the occasional, violent destruction of scenery at the end of the show reminds him of his father. he reads, and writes, he loves chuck palahniuk and chika chika boom boom, both book and home movie. for a prehistoric man, he is learning quite well. he does not cut his hair out of fear of getting cold again, but for some reason he also likes the cold, and rain. rick began playing bass when he was 15, thinking that low frequencies played at the right tempo, with the proper effects, in the right order would induce a psychoactive state. this however, is not the case, all he's managed to do is induce coma, and death. rick is a unnique individual, so unique in fact, that he dosen't have a clue who he is. sometimes he can be found wandering through hospitals singing, or yelling obscenities in senior commons, just to see if anyone will notice. people don't. another thing he uses to get noticed is the shock factor, he just rambles about any sort of vile, cruel, disgusting thing he can think of. his favorite shocker subject is killing babies, although he'd never kill a baby (at least that's what he says). he likes taking pictures and videos of his feet with michelle's camera. rick works at shaw body, doing body work, duh. and he drives a car, it's white. people call rick jesus, they're dumb, he'd never be jesus, for certain reasons. rick wants to move into the middle of the desert and become a pirate. how this will work, i don't know, it's just what he says. rick pees everyday at 11.05 a.m. rick plans on not marrying, and never having kids. if he sounds too weird for you, go away. but, rick would like to get to know you, you should get to know rick, his AIM is above all this nonsense.
until i think of more
-Robert Timpkins
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My Interests

ruining things, bass guitar, the outdoors, music, technical theatre, accomplishments, and books.

I'd like to meet:

other musicians, people who don't make me bored, interesting girls, people who don't suck at life, senile people, the pope, mr. kringle, entertainers, sock puppets pretending to be human, dr. phil. people who will someday form a band with me. and people who will help me to overthrow the government, and pirates.

Music:

i listen to almost everything. some bands i can think of are: lynyrd skynyrd, pantera, tool, slipknot, neil young, jerry cantrell, black sabbath, metallica (first three albums), lamb of god ,my dying bride,kyuss, clutch, dope, bile, godhead, faith no more, rage against the machine, trans siberian orchestra, nine inch nails, sisters of mercy, bauhaus, motorhead, KMFDM, morbid angel, cradle of filth, therion, rollins band, ozzy, the doors, hendrix, misfits, megadeth, nirvana, monster magnet, type o negative, the who, marilyn manson, queens of the stone age, screaming trees, moonspell, tiamat, sublime, hatebreed, there are others but, i can't think of them.

Movies:

my all time favorites are: apocalypse now, forrest gump,and american history x. i don't like many.

Television:

t.v. sucks. the worst is reality t.v.

Books:

anarchist cookbook, poor man's james bond, anything by uncle fester, tim leary's psychedellic experience, anything by henry rollins, long hard road out of hell by marilyn manson, bass guitar grimiore, bass guitar for dummies, lords of chaos, braveheart, anything by h.p. lovecraft, 1984, animal farm. anything by chuck palahniuk. i've read many others but, now my head hurts.

Heroes:

those who keep fighting, those who are not spineless liberals or conservative fascists, those who do what they do without fear of judgement, those who help me to not care and, most importantly, those who live and let live.

My Blog

taking a little death

taking a little death is a phrase that pretty much means that you're shutting your brain down for a bit. it does not have anything to do with real death, so no jumping to conclusions. i can't teell if...
Posted by (-)ions. on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 08:17:00 PST

the pain of one who was left behind by the missing

I miss youWish we'd talked moreWish we'd hung out moreBut maybe it's too lateMaybe I need to move onBut I can't do that to youTalk to meTell me anythingI don't care what it isJust talkEven if I have n...
Posted by (-)ions. on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 04:31:00 PST

feel that? that is a sigh....

O' my dearest friendI've gotten into somethingThat i know i shouldn't do...Tired of doingThings i saidI'd never doAwake all night AgainJust thinking of youHow you smileHow you laughHow you'd disapprov...
Posted by (-)ions. on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 04:26:00 PST

hmmmmm

maybe i should go through and finish some blogs. just a thought...hmmmm....or i could let them stay sucky, that'd be easier, let's do that one. it's the american way
Posted by (-)ions. on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 03:29:00 PST

cry of mankind

the cry of mankind, is a sad song. he tries to make this place his own, by destroying it, if he does not, then how can he belong? kicking and screaming and tearing at walls that he can do all to, but ...
Posted by (-)ions. on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 06:55:00 PST

the only good one

pick at scars'till they bleed again then wonder why it hurts
Posted by (-)ions. on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 06:37:00 PST

vacuum tubes, and a bloody nose

tube distortioncompression boxbutton to stomp onanother voxwhite linesrazor bladetroubled timesthrough which he wadestime for onewhich will it be?both are funone makes you bleedvacuum tubesand a blood...
Posted by (-)ions. on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 08:58:00 PST

sanity

i napped for like 2 hours, then i sat down and started flipping channels (on the t.v. of course). i got to this channel that was just flying through random images of anything you could imagine,good o...
Posted by (-)ions. on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 04:17:00 PST

gone insane

tendonitistunnel wormbloody ragwatch them burndrunk in parisstoned in cretetripping in italyflying at homeit's time to get awaytime to give up and move onkill the pastlive and learnbloody fingersbroke...
Posted by (-)ions. on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 08:43:00 PST

big

parachutingfalling downit won't helpgonna hit the groundi don't careand you can't seethis parachute is differentthis is not what i meanthis is the parachute that will lift me upthen destroy meoh, but ...
Posted by (-)ions. on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 07:16:00 PST