About Me

"If you only had an hour to sum your whole life up would you spend that hour sayin that an hour aint enough?"

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The name's BRANDI with an eye. They're GREEN by the way, which is also my favorite color. I'm 20, I'm an alcohlic. I have an addictive personality & overindulge in food sex & drugs; which is of course a characteristic of a SCORPIO. That would be me. I take everything to the EXTREME, even eating. I can get down on some food! I DIG MUSIC. I'm artistic & creative & very well aware of the fact that I AM INSANE. BUT THEN AGAIN DEFINE SANE... I feel like I know myself but only well enough to know sometimes I don't know myself at all. AND I'M A WALKING CONTADICTION, very indeciesive, always questioning myself & everything around me. I live for the moment. I party harder than the average Joe & I'LL DRINK YOU UNDER THE TABLE. I TRY to appreciate life. I TRY to do a lot of things but I am a procrastinating son of a bitch which is why I still live at home. I am staight up. REAL. You ask & I'll tell. I'm NOT SHY! I AM SENSITIVE. I can be a BITCH. Don't get on my bad side. I fuckin HATE PEOPLE! I amuse myself at other peoples expense. I CAN BE A LOVE. And once I love you its FOREVER! I have 3 wifes. I love my friends. Family too. I enjoy getting drunk with them and having photo frenzies. I wanna move to Maui with my DONUT & swim with the fish on a regular basis. There's NOTHING regular about me. I over analyze everything. I have come to the conclusion that the human race is the CANCER OF THE EARTH! I have awful ANXIETY! I NEED TO SMOKE A BOWL! AND I'm done talking about myself!!! Take my words how you will...

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"My head I keep it up but its hard to keep it straight.."

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"I LIVE EVERYDAY LIKE IT'S MY MOTHA FUCKIN' LAST 1!"

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"You'll die really slow if you don't appreciate life"

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"I know to live you must give your life away"

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"And I waste more time than anyone..."

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Besides that... stick this in your pipe & smoke it! ;)

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Think for yourself. Question authority. Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities, the political, the religious, the educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules, regulations, informing, forming in our minds their view of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable, open-mindedness; chaotic, confused, vulnerability to inform yourself.

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-We might die from medication-
...but we sure killed all the pain...

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My Interests

One day I'll be a PORN*STAR ;)

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Today young men on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one conciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only dream, and we're the imagination of ourselves. HERE's TOM WITH THE WEATHER.

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It's KILL or BE KILLED. SELL or BE SOLD. In this life, in this time, in my mind, I GOTTA STAY HIGH HIGH, cause I got left behind...

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Nothing suffocates you more than the passion of everyday human events... and isolation is the oxygen mask you make your children breath in to survive.

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♥PEOPLE I LOOOVE♥

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♥I LOVE MY BITCHES♥

Mmmuah!

I'd like to meet:

For starters, Jonathon Davis...but I've already done that. So fuck you bitches! Of course we can't forget the man who ages like a fine wine, Johnny Depp. And if River Phoenix wasn't dead I'd love to meet him too. Also the woman who anyone would leave their partner for (except me) Angelina Jolie! Brandon Lee,the only man who could put a woman to shame with or without make-up. I can't forget: Maynard, Marilyn Manson, Ethan Embry, Bif Naked, Jimi Hendrix, Bob Marley, Dexter (Offspring), Gavin (Bush), Brad Pitt, Tom Green...And anyone else who isn't WHORE enough to offer to suck my boyfriends dick...HEATHER JENNINGS you CUNT!!!

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Music:

Cut our wrists like cheap coupons-
and say that death was on sale today

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I LISTEN TO IT ALL: THERE'S SOOO MANY MORE!

Movies:

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" I was robbed by a sweet old lady on a motorized cart...& I didn't even see it comin' " "You're a man of the law, never end a sentence in a preposition!!" "Ya ever seen the back of a $20 bill...on weed?"

Television:

I really don't watch too much TV. If Beavis & Butthead was still on I'd love it! Jackass was cool, so is South Park. I like Viva la Bam too...some pretty stupid shit but it's amusing. And I can't forget FRIENDS, who doesn't like that? AND DOES ANYONE REMEMBER KIDS IN THE HALL!??OH and one last thought on the subject... does there always have to be the MOST FUCKED UP SHIT on tv when you're fryin'!??lol

Books:

I'm not much of a reader... it puts me to sleep cuz I'm always baked. There is this one book I actually read 2 times...WOW. It was about The Holocaust and it's called The Devils Arithmetic. Also there is a book on my "list" called A Million Little Pieces about a recovering addict in rehab. He wrote the book himself. Roger was reading it, he showed me this part that was referring to the morning AS "MOURNING"... it was pretty awesome....guess I'll actually have to read that one myself.

My Blog

FUCK the POLICE!!!

Last night was absolutely gay!!!!! I wish I was strong enough to go straight edge but we all know that would never happen... but either will me staying out of trouble. All I gotta say is the pigs suck...
Posted by *Sw@LloW*" on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 10:49:00 PST

PLEASE FILL OUT ; )

Please Fill This Out 1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you...
Posted by *Sw@LloW*" on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 03:08:00 PST

SAD BUT TRUE...

Sad but true, too many cases to list. More than enough tears of heartache witnessed; Circumstances of this world of hurt that exists. The agony inside burns & twists, thirsty for a meaning, needin...
Posted by *Sw@LloW*" on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 05:47:00 PST

2/ 11/ 04... a poem

How do you find "the words"??? Burried under the hurt... Beneath a whole LIFETIME'S worth, you'll find "the word"- a spec of dirt. Just ONE grain in this sea of sand... full of meaning so deep not ev...
Posted by *Sw@LloW*" on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 05:36:00 PST

People! FRIENDS...???

I DO THINK IT HAS TO BE COMMON COURTESY to AT LEAST RESPOND when you read a message from one of your FRIENDS. AT LEAST!!!(And I use the term "friends" lightly. Every since this cult called my-space b...
Posted by *Sw@LloW*" on Tue, 09 May 2006 01:50:00 PST

EVEN SHADOWS HAVE SHADOWS

I stand aloneBurned every bridge over the troubled waterNo longer hiding from my personality disorderA stronger tide is coming, I've been runningtrying to function fine with out my mindclimbing out th...
Posted by *Sw@LloW*" on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 01:18:00 PST

A POEM...

Please, somebody try to recover me - under the filthy layers of time. Somehow I've been burried in FAILED ATTEMPTS TO FEEL ALLRIGHT. It seems that I've become DEAD WEIGHT: A beautiful mind strugg...
Posted by *Sw@LloW*" on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 11:34:00 PST

37...OH HELL NO!

I just realized I posted that IHOP comment @ 8 fuckin : 37! Yup! For those of you who don't know about 37... I will spare you & give you the short version! I fucking hate that # with a passion! I...
Posted by *Sw@LloW*" on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 08:53:00 PST

MY LOVE...my "chuck"(alter ego)...MY Roger

I am one lucky bitch-for those of you who don't know...& here's why : I have spent the last 4 years with the best piece of ass in the tri-state area.He is my only...my Roger...my other half....
Posted by *Sw@LloW*" on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 05:30:00 PST