an escape from, or lack thereof |
when you run away, it helps if you don’t bring along what you’re running from. i left. i ran as far and fast as i could in hopes that this anxiety, hate, restlessness would fal...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 10:46:00 GMT |
irrational |
vessel stripped of err and colorhistrionic life to distract my ever deviling braintoo many hearts to findabsolute absence of truthwhat backwards thoughts thoughts in poetic formoveranalyzing once simp...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 06:09:00 GMT |
everybody wants to rule the world |
sooo i've found complete and utter joy FINALLY! not letting people get to me and letting go of things is so invigorating. i wish i would have figured this out about four years ago.
i've got pain...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:16:00 GMT |
quick! pretend it never happend |
i am heartbroken. i knew it would end, but not like this. i would break it off and then plead and try and make things right. i would then dive into self hate and blame myself for ever...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 12:48:00 GMT |
love is all you need |
i am your beautiful oppressionthe hands sliding gracefully over your hipspulling an unwant heart to my chestyour hated pleasuretears rolling into a pool at your feetand quivering fingertips tracing dr...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 17:24:00 GMT |
time to go |
it's so hard to balance life with duty. i have all these responsiblities, yet can not force myself to do half of these things half of the time. staying up to 4 in the morning and going to school and...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 11:22:00 GMT |
lets get personal |
Reply with your name and..1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in or eat with you. Eith...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 02:50:00 GMT |
most important moment to date |
BEFORE YOU LOOK ANY FARTHER: this past night i feel like i really figured some stuff out. i woke up and i want to be able to look back and see how big these ideas are, so i wrote everything i can re...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 04:15:00 GMT |
we’ve made mistakes like this, and im just learning |
circa survive says it best. im not even really messing up that much anymore, it just feels like it. i want to have this warm social air about me. it makes me feel comfortable. i wish the one would be...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 09:49:00 GMT |
i called you once, i called you twice to say i’m sorry |
everything new seems so exciting at first. new relationships, new friends, new experiences, but for me it seems that everything new to me is turning bad. how do you tell the person you lov...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 17:07:00 GMT |
