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Stephie.

Everything I thought I knew about this world in which we live has been shattered in millions of tiny

About Me

comment.message.add.block.Wretched, ephemeral race, children of chance and tribulation, why do you force me to tell you the very thing which it would be most profitable for you not to hear? The very best thing is utterly beyond your reach: not to have been born, not to be, to be nothing. However, the second best thing for you is: to die soon.i've been known as stephanie nicole as of 8.18.90. i'm not going to tell you how different i am from any other person. or what i do to make me, me. you can find that all out for yourself on your own, without me telling you it all in a small paragraph. though that wouldn't matter much because i'm always changing. i'm complete chaos; always contradicting myself and always letting my curiousity get the best of me. i'm currently taking college classes and i don't know where the hell i'm going with my life. it scares me yet excites me all at the same time. i ask a lot of questions, because i love to know more and more about things. it will probably get to the point where you'll get annoyed. i'm generally a nice person with a heart bigger than the sky so spark my interest. get to know me. i get bored easily so you've really got to catch my attention and stand out from all the rest or the conversation is likely to go nowhere. ask for AIM if you'd like.There is no mistaking love. You feel it in your heart. Love really is everything it's cracked up to be. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And, the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.

My Interests

Thought(s) of the Day: I'll never be good enough.

I'd like to meet:

Hello Little Boys, Little Toys...

Movies:

"One day, you fall for this boy. And he touches you with his fingers, and he burns holes in your skin with his mouth. And it hurts when you look at him, and it hurts when you don't. And it feels like someone's cut you open with a jagged piece of glass. Then you realize you've always felt this way."

Books:

Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very Dark, but there were stars--points of light and reason...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizen, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

Heroes:

Still.

My Blog

My Grandpa Kicks Your Grandpa’s Ass

A Conversation Worth Sharing...   ReikoK35 (8:17:50 PM): and why dont you take us out for ice cream in the park like you used to when we were littleunpickedusername (8:18:04 PM): i don't get enou...
Posted by Stephie. on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 06:42:00 PST

I Want A Time Machine

Okay, you know what I really want more than anything?I want to go back, you know? Start over at like...freshman or sophomore year.I wouldn't listen to my mom and do all the ignorant shit she told...
Posted by Stephie. on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 01:07:00 PST

Blargh.

I realized that there's really only like two people in this world that I won't like lie to. Anyone else, I really don't care. I like just realized this while I was arguing with my mom, right? And you ...
Posted by Stephie. on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 12:13:00 PST

They Can All Rot

Here I am again.Bored.Confused.Absolutely, positively depressed.And my throat hurts because I'm burning so much fucking incense.I don't even care...I like watching the smoke dance around my face while...
Posted by Stephie. on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 08:48:00 PST

Some of My Likes, Dislikes, Fears

Likes: indie flicks, Happy Meal toys, art, writing, photography, rain, graveyards, staying up, sleeping in, reading, grey skies, holding hands, dreams, raspberry snocones, the city, the Beatles, autum...
Posted by Stephie. on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 12:42:00 PST

scatterbrain

I was just lurking my old Xangaand remembering all this shit from ages agoit's so weird, ya know?I wish I could go back and start all overthere's so much I would do differentlyI would be such a better...
Posted by Stephie. on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 09:15:00 PST

Updates

I guess I'm a little over due for an update so let me ramble on for a bit... Mom keeps trying to force me to go to the gyno for a papsmeare and shit and it's really pissing me off. I don't care if I g...
Posted by Stephie. on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 11:05:00 PST