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Before I was a MomI never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.I never thought about immunizations.Before I was a Mom -I had never been puked on.Pooped on.Chewed on.Peed on.I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.I slept all night.Before I was a MomI never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.Or give shots.I never looked into teary eyes and cried.I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.Before I was a MomI never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down.I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.I never knew that I could love someone so much.I never knew I would love being a Mom.Before I was a Mom -I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.Before I was a Mom -I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache,The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.
What can you say about me? I'm crazy, goofy, at most times off the wall bizarre. But I am passionate about those that I care about and subjects I am interested in. I have been married for a little over 2 years now. We have one son named Keegan and one dog named Lady. We have been living in Lexington Park, MD, otherwise known as the middle of nowhere. It officially sucks and will keep on sucking for two years until we get stationed somewhere else. I stay at home with our baby and work two jobs from home. One is my own business, dba/Hickey Billing and it is insurance medical billing for the mental health field and the other job is miscellaneous accounting work for my last employer in Illinois (who rocks!). Other than that, getting used to being a mother and feeling like an old lady!One thing I HATE THE MOST: People who act like they're my friends and keep shit from me. Just so everyone knows, I don't need any friends like that. If you are currently a "friend" of mine who falls into that category, please go to hell. Thank you.
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