♣BIG SEXY♣™

I'd like to meet:

I sit here. Thinking too much. Surrounded by too many pictures and reminders. Listening to too many songs that keep me in a purpose-built cage. Wearing my negativity like a protective shroud, lest any hopefulness fills my senses and makes me admit that I yearn for so much more... I know that some people can't make it on their own, but defiance and necessity makes me believe that I can. And so, needlessly-stubborn independence gets added to the list of my 'attributes'. I'm painfully aware of my weaknesses. But I also see my strengths. I know who I want to be, but sometimes I forget who I am. I don't need someone in my life, but wanting is a different story... I refuse to settle for second-best, which means that on numerous occasions I have cut off my nose to spite my face. Which basically equates to me saying that I'm an all-or-nothing man, and don't suffer fools gladly. And will remain forever in 'nothing' if the need arises. Even if I do then require the pictures, and the memories, and the music, so as to remain sane while the time of 'nothing' wittles away... Does this tell you the kind of person I want to meet? Maybe not. So I'll try to sum this up... This person should understand the need for desire, passion, connection, spark, affection and trust. Because we need those things, too. We'd share a common understanding that either of us can leave at any time, without one trying to coerce the other into staying. We'd know that there are no locks on the door of our relationship, and no cages to keep the other ones' soul and freedom in. You'd be the kind of person who would never push me away unless you meant it, nor I, you, because once I go I can't come back. I don't mind high maintenance, or hard work. If someone means that much to me, I'm willing to knock down the walls that we all put there in the name of 'self-protection'. But I ask for the same in return, as I have no time for weak people or fly-by-nights. I am loyal and protective, and won't tolerate anyone trying to hurt the ones I love. And I need a person who is the same. There are times when I am very strong and independant, but there are also times when I need my love to make me feel like a man. And times when I need to be sexually 'reminded' of being the weaker person, at times. Which doesn't mean that I like people who are rough. There's a fine line between dominant and passionate, and just plain rough and domineering. I don't like bullies in any circumstances. But I also could never be with a person who acts like a kid... That said, I find it remarkably heart-warming when I see someone's inner-child. And if they lose that, there is no magic left, nor wonder at the small things that many take for granted... I want a partner, a friend, a soul-mate, a lover, an equal. The person I think of first and last. A love that can make me feel like I'm flying, whilst keeping my feet on the ground, and without ever clipping my wings. Someone who wants these same things in return. And most of all, someone who realises how rare true love is!!
.....Im asking .....OK begging for all my friends on here to think outside the box and help me out a little....I want to put your pic of you holding up a sign that has Brian somewhere in it......(ideas on my profile...left hand side) I dont care what it says as long as the name Brian is in it..... ..So you guessed I love attention!! lolIf you can help me .............please ....Send the pic or pics to [email protected] thats oo9 and not the number zero zero 9 .......Thanks so muchMuch LOVE BrianAKA: BIG SEXY!!

Music:

Aaron Neville, Al Green, Barry White, Curtis Mayfield, Diana Ross, Dionne Warwick, Isaac Hayes, Isley Brothers, Lionel Ritchie, Luther Vandross, Marvin Gaye, O' Jays, Otis Redding, Ray Charles, R. Kelly, Smokey Robisnson, Stevie Wonder, Teddy Pendergrass, Temptations. Andy Gibb, Donna Summer, Earth Wind & Fire, Jacksons, Kool & The Gang. Billy Preston, Commodores, James Brown, Prince, Rick James. 2pac, Beastie Boys, Bone Thugz n Harmony, Brand Nubian, Cypress Hill, Eminem, Everlast, House of Pain, La Coka Nostra, Notorious BIG, N.W.A., Public Enemy, Run DMC. Beatles, Bee Gees, Billy Joel, David Bowie, ELO, Keane, George Michael, Madness, Michael Jackson, Phil Collins, Radiohead, Roy Orbison. Jefferson Airplane, Jimi Hendrix, Led Zepplin, Pink Floyd, Queen, Rolling Stones, Thin Lizzy. Dean Martin, Nat King Cole, Tony Bennett and many more!The Doors, Fugazi, Nervous Cabaret, Radiohead, Pinhead Circus, Anthony B, Postal Service, Bela Fleck and the Flecktones, The Cranberries, Saul Williams, Buju, Desmond Dekker, Alpha Blondy, David Bowie, Beethoven, Alice in Chains, Dylan, Miles Davis, Damian Marley, The Pogues, Cat Power, Beck, Mobb Deep, The Deftones, Tribe Called Quest, James Taylor, Barrington Levy, Steel Pulse, The Almond Brothers, Dizzie Gilespie, Joe Henry, Johnny Osbourne, Richard Wagner, Biggie, Paul Brady, Toots, The Clash, Cat Stevens, Muddy Waters, Erik B. and Rakim, Coxsone Dodd, Morphine, Hank Williams SR., Ed OG and the Bulldogs, The Minutemen, Chopin, Velvet Underground, Gangstarr, John Lennon, The Beatles, Michael Rose, Social Distortion, Big L, Pantera, Blind Lemon Jefferson, Delroy Wilson, Ali Fakar Toure, Bill Whithers, Bad Brains, Nirvana, Mike Watt and the Secondmen, Capleton, Curtis Mayfield, Black Sabath, The Shins, Wolftones, Fela Kuti, Israel Vibrations, Elvis, Camp Lo, The Wrens, Kool G Rap, The Pixies, The Melvins, PJ Harvey, Portishead, Dennis Brown, Special Ed, Sepultura, Boubacar Traor'e, Sizzla, The Smiths, The Gamits, Burning Spear, Baaba Maal, Ibrahim Ferrar, etc

Movies:

Anything with De Niro, Pacino, Nicholson. Taxi Driver, Scarface, Papillon, Get Carter, Pulp Fiction, The Deer Hunter, Raging Bull, And Justice For All, French Connection, The Godfather, The Shining, Shawshank Redemption, One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest, Straw Dogs, Back To The Future, Evil Dead, Memento, Batman, The Langoliers, Midnight Express, Chopper! Any comedies with Steve Martin, Chevy Chase, Bill Murray, Jim Carrey, Will Ferell, Ben Stiller, Dave Chapelle, Chris Rock, Eddie Murphy, Richard Pryor.

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Television:

Books:

Harry Potter, "Oh the places you'll go" by Dr. Seuss, Like Water for Chocolate, Toothpaste for Dinner, The Barrytown Triolgy by Roddy Doyle, "The Twits" and "The BFG" by Roald Dahl, My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult, Peanuts, John Lennon in His Own Write, PS I Love You by Cecilia Ahern, To Kill a Mockingbird, Natalie Dee, Lord of the Rings Triolgy, Chronicles of Narnia, Never Look Back by Lesley Pearse, The Catcher in the Rye, Married to the Sea, The Onion, The Karma Sutra (WHAT??? i'm stretchy!)

Heroes:

HEY MY YAHOO MESSENGER IS BRIANJONESOO9 LOOK ME UP ADD ME.....LETS CHAT!!