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damn it’s cold.

as the winter moves on, i realize how selfish i can be.  why everyone in my life is as patient as they are is amazing to me.  just know that i am trying really hard to be positive and strong...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 11:56:00 GMT

am i dreaming?

just when life seemed out of place and on the verge of hopeless, i found new and exciting inspiration in the most amazing person i've ever had the honor of falling for.  god only knows where or h...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 12:50:00 GMT

cynic's ball

we spend our entire lives in school...to be "educated" on what others deem as important for our "success" as adults.  We spend half of our lives going from fucking preschool to college...for...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 19:07:00 GMT

new year. new beginnings.

the time has come to make decisions...we're not getting any younger...so, i am branching out. looking. discovering. deciding. i think i need a change. the question is: what? my lease is up on march fi...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 12:46:00 GMT

the gals need to remember...

too many of my beautiful girls seem to have forgotten, so here's a gentle little reminder.     after a while you learnthe subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a souland you ...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 11:46:00 GMT

in response

there's so much to believe in- lift your eyes if you think you can. you know you can't fool me- i've been loving you too long. hate is a strong word, but i really really really really don't like you. ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 19:15:00 GMT

my heart hurts

such a short time after jojo left this world, i am here yet again to try and express in words how i feel about another loss.  my kelsey. my dear friend kels to gone. i hurt. i hurt so much i can'...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 16:03:00 GMT

venting inspiration

i originally wrote this to vent&now, i feel inspired&i dunno.  maybe it's cheesy.     the days feel as if they are crashing around me in fury and chaos and i am left here to watch them...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 15:06:00 GMT

i miss the rockies

i have seen the morning burning golden on the mountains in the skies.achin' with the feelin' of the freedom of an eagle when she flies.turnin' on the world the way she smiled upon my soul as ...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 21:06:00 GMT

long time no comment

to all whom i have seemingly neglected, i am sorry.  This was not my intention.  i have had an interesting turn of events these past few months.  my grandmother pasted aw...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 08:52:00 GMT