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PENDULOUS

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About Me

You wake up today and you hear the birds singing. You see the sun flowing in through the window and you can calmly think about what you have to do today... What do you need to accomplish. I wake up. The sun hurts my eyes. I feel nervous but know there is no clear reason why.So I begin to look around me to see what could be wrong in my life. And sometimes, unfortunately, you are the object of my frustration.Chances are high I won't like you... And if I do, you won't like me. I am a complexity of desires. A batch of chocolate chip cookies, with chips that have been replaced with razors. It hurts you more than it will hurt me. I can be negative. I can leave you satisfied, wanting more, or feeling like dying. I think you should. I will always be honest with you, unless I am playing a game. I do love to play games. I run out of toys when I get upset, I slaughter them like a straight boy who just discovered that a magnifying glass can burn ants when placed in the sun correctly. I am compulsive. I am the calm before the storm. I am the storm. I am happy. I am sad. I am rage. I am, whatever the fuck, you think I am... I will not limit myself to one stereotype. Fuck you, I am my own God and capable of being anything that I feel. Do not think that in a year you will know. I have aged to my own discretion, and I will not lay down my life, unless it ruins you. I will suffer to watch you fall. And in the end, I will walk away from your pathetic, shallow soul, with a smirk of satisfaction.Where else can you find me?http://www.uber.com/joeey419 /

My Interests

READING VIDEO GAMES MIND GAMES COMPUTER GAMES MOVIES MUSIC COCK PHOTOGRAPHY FOOD NATURE POT DRIVING SWIMMING PORN BOARD GAMES ZOMBIES VAMPIRES DEMONS ANGELS FAIRIES ANIMALS PLANTS EARTH FIRE WIND WATER GHOSTS MEMORIES MURDERS UFOS ALIENS

I'd like to meet:

JOHN WAYNE GACY CHARLES MANSON JEFFREY DAUHMER TED BUNDY SUSAN SMITH, SO I CAN PUNCH HER IN HER FACE, ANN RICE GEORGE W BUSH, SO I CAN SPIT ACID IN HIS EYES, HILARY CLINTON SATIN IF HE EXSISTS GOD SHOULD SHE BE REAL ALIENS PARIS HILTON, TO STEAL HER PHONE AND SLAP HER.

Music:

AFI ABBA ACE OF BASE ALANIS MORISSETTE THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS ANGELS AND AIRWAVES ANITDOTE AQUA ASSEMBLAGE 23 THE ATARIS AURAL VAMPIRE BACKDRAFT BANDAID THE BANGLES BELINDA CARLISLE BETTE MIDLER BILLY JOEL THE BLACK DAHLIA MURDER BLACK EYED PEAS BLINK 182 BLOKKA BLOODHOUND GANG BLUTENGEL BOBBY GOLDSBORO BONNIE TYLER BRAND NEW BROKEN SOCIAL SCENE BUCKETHEAD BUSH CAKE BUTTHOLE SURFERS CANIBAL CORPSE CARLY SMON CASCADA CHER CHUMBAWAMBA CIARA COAL CHAMBERCOBRA STARSHIP COHEED AND CAMBRIA CONCRETE BLOND THE CRANBERRIES CRASH TEST DUMMIES CROSSFADE DARREN HAYES CRUX SHADOWS THE CURE CYNDI LAUPER DAMIEN RICE THE DAMNED DANNY ELFMAN DASHBOARDCONFESSIONAL DAVID BOWIE DER EN GREY DIMMU BORGIR DRAIN STH DRESDEN DOLLS THE FAINT FABEDRIVE HOMESICK ABORTION KLAUS NOMI KOVENANT L7 LACUNA COIL VAST OURS, AND SO VERY MUCH MORE

Movies:

CANIBAL HOLOCAUST EVENT HORIZEN EVIL DEAD UNDEAD ARMY OF DARKNESS THE EYE DEVILS BACKBONE CLOWN HOUSE DAWN OF THE DEAD DAY OF THE DEAD RETURN OF THE LIVING DEAD LAND OF THE DEAD QUEEN OF THE DAMNED INTERVIEW WITH A VAMPIRE HARRY POTTER LORD OF THE RINGS STAR WARS YOU ME AND EVERYONE WE KNOW KIDS TEENAGE CAVEMAN KEN PARK IRREVERSABLE PINK FLAMINGO SERIAL MOM HAIRSPRAY HELLRAISERS ROSE RED 1408 28 DAYS LATER INDEPENDENCE DAY AUTOPSY OF AN ALIEN JEEPERS CREEPERS 1 AND 2 JENIFER NIGHTMARE ON ELMSTREETS CUJO PET CEMETARY POLTERGEIST PANS LABRYINTH AND MANY MANY MORE.

Television:

DEXTER PRISON BREAK THE WORLDS NEXT MODEL FOOD SHOWS MARTHA STEWART ELLEN TUDORS FREAKS AND GEEKS

Books:

AS MEAT LOVES SALT IT CYCLE OF THE WEREWOLF SOMETHING FOR DUMMIES IN THE CORNER OF HIS EYE DREAMSCAPE LABRYINTH SILVER BULLET CHOCOLAT

My Blog

Fucking Silly Willy

I honestly did not cheat on this at all, I thought the answers that came up were funny, I didn’t need to cheat.  You should all give it a whirl. IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOU...
Posted by PENDULOUS on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 11:49:00 PST

For My Haters

ok,so i am a fan of getting email... kinda, sometimes with that forwarding shite i just giggle and never look at it again.  i don’t believe in the bad luck will happen to you if you don&rsq...
Posted by PENDULOUS on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 11:38:00 PST

Are you serious right now, in this moment?

as putting on some make up, i thought to myself, as i frequently do, how it changes me from looking one way, to another. then i thought which of the two is sexier?! i can't decide. then i think why sh...
Posted by PENDULOUS on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 02:15:00 PST

People\Society

"So while your outside looking in, describing what you see, remember what your staring at is me."How much is real? This is such an amazing question to me.  Sometimes I find myself praying to a God, th...
Posted by PENDULOUS on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 10:59:00 PST

AWARE

I know.I am aware.Your heart with mine is just not here.You lie at night with someone else.Though you betray my words,Convict my thoughts,I know the truth, I feel whats not.I see in your eyes,The hidd...
Posted by PENDULOUS on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 07:42:00 PST

normality

the furthest thing from my reach is a status of normality. i can not grasp what that word is. at least not the definition that so many people tell me is this, this word normality. i thought once that ...
Posted by PENDULOUS on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 03:24:00 PST

I hear what you say, but i just cant make a sound

the world is spinning, i feel like i have taken one solid pill. reacting to it in myself, my days become nights, and those very nights, bleed into days. eventually becoming nothing but blurred vision....
Posted by PENDULOUS on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 09:27:00 PST

I am so tired

i am so tired, all these people whom don't know me, talking shit and making up what you can't see. i know now what i didn't before, all these bastards belong on the floor. i have walked away and asked...
Posted by PENDULOUS on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 10:03:00 PST

RANDOMS THINGS YOU CAN QUOTE ME ON

"Where am I asking to find too much. When did I begin losing touch, How did I forget sensibility. Why am longing for stability."   "They would say me crazy if they ever knew. What I really did to...
Posted by PENDULOUS on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 11:04:00 PST

SIMPLISTIC MURDER, IN A SEXUAL AFFAIR

Erotic behavior, A sexual erection, Slicing your wrists, Turning me on. Touching myself as you scream in pain, Runing my knife down your leg, Embedding my nails into your back, Thrusting my hip...
Posted by PENDULOUS on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 11:03:00 PST