If you want to know anything... then just get at me... But til then, let me leave you with a thought:
Excuses negate responsibility, We are responsible not for what we have, but for what we could have; not for what we are, but for what we could become. If we are to take credit for our successes, we must assume responsibility for our failures. Never ruin an apology with an excuse. He that is good for making excuses is seldom good for anything else.