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No, don't try to reason with me, this is too
much.I will try not to think of you when I wake up in
the morning and ask myself if somehow you
are
also awake. I have my own life to lead and my
own life to think of. No, I won't even think of
you while I'm eating my lunch wondering if
you're doing the same thing, because sooner
or
later I know you will.No, never again will I go to the comfort room
and lock myself in just to have some privacy to
piteously think of you, cry, sing or do some
silly things because of you. And no, never will
I again think of you last when I go to sleep.
Sleep is my only rest, so please don't plague
me
in my dreams.I am moving on.I'll try to wake up in the morning and smile and
think not of why you left but that once you
stayed.And if I feel the need to cry, it will not be
for the future that we could have, not for the
regrets that I have nor of the anger that i
feel, but I will cry because of a love that I
never was able to share with the one man I felt
it for. I will cry for the love that was lost,
and not for the man who left.I will give my affections to any man who is
need
of it, but not my heart because I still am
trying to get it back from you. I will give him
the love that you never wanted, the kiss that I
so longed to give you and the words that once
was yours. Worthy or not worthy of it, at least
he's here, you're not.I'll try to hold back the tears when I think of
you. I'll just try to smile.I am moving on... and hoping that the next thing
would be letting go...
if you wish to.