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Dashed Hopes

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About Me

I feel that I need to share this with you before you read to much of this soap box i got here: I hate you! I know that is a strong word, but I cannot help myself. One day you will understand I am sure of it. People are evil and self-aligned, careing only for themselves on so many levels that I just can not bare it anymore. Now I am not saying that I feel more akin to animals or some phony "back to nature" type. I just feel that the majority of todays society is soley out for "number 1" and I can't stomach that. We are a tribal animal. The need for the pack is too strong for me to throw it to the way side. I love my packmates and would destroy all opposition to our tribe. Also, keep in mind that we have forward facing eyes, teeth, finger nails, and a keen intellect. We can run, jump swim, and climb these are all marks of a predator. I refuse to believe that we are suppose to be herded as sheep as some would have you believe. Granted I am sure their are some who do not grasp this concept. Dont worry about them, they will be picked off with sickly and lame that cant keep pace with the troop. Now try to understand that we are all the same and your vision blurs. How can I love and defend my Brothers and Sisters if we always fight amongst ourselves. We as a "people" or pack we must grasp the root of the problem and realize: We are all the same: every man, woman, young, old, dead, and unborn. Cut from the same fabric we are. It doesnt matter that you and I dont look the same or our skin is differant. Why would that matter? Two puppies of the same litter may not look alike, but are still blood. If we are to survive as a species we need to band together on all cultural and intellectual levels. I know that this may not happen in mine, or my childrens life time, but it needs to start now. Every year the "Goverenment" and "Independant charities" spend untold amounts of money on third world countries. For what I ask?! Is this so a twelve year old woman in another country can have five children and no source of income other than chartities? (I, no shit, saw something like this on the discovery channel.) People in some of these other countries live in deserts and other less "livable" places and we continually give them money and resources. Okay, so good on us for looking after the other guy. Now ask your self why we have so many unemployed and homeless in our own country. I would like to ask someone in charge: What in the F*ck is going on?!? Why are "we" (I use that term collectively) doing to help out fellow men and women in this country. If illegal imagrints want to come to our country, let them. They should do the same shit our ancesters did. Im talking about Elis Island not Cortez or colonial Americans! (The Cortez/colonial thing is about as unexcusable as the inquisition and witch trials.) They should start at the bottem and work thier way up. Now you might say they are, true enough. Consider that they also qualify for all kinds of benifits that you and I dont. Did you know a Serviceman/woman under the rank of E5 barely lives above the poverty line? We defend our fellow Americans and our way of life, yet I make thirty-eight dollars to much to qualify for food stamps. Regardless of what or how we believe or are taught as a child, we should love our fellow humans as we love our brothers and sisters. This is were you might ask about my military service. If I were in a combat arms field, I would do exactly what I am expected, and ordered to do. Mission acomplishment is key and vital to any successful endevor. Wheather that is military assualt on emeny combatants or redevolopement of the now occupied territory. I should keep going...but I'll stop here for now
Buried at PhotoCasket.com .. width="425" height="350" .. Your Life Path Number is 1
Your purpose in life is to lead others.
You have great drive and determination. Nothing is going to stand in your way.
You seek out challenges and the spotlight. You'll take all the work - and all the glory.
Status and success are important to you. You demand the best from everyone and everything.
In love, you tend to take a protective role. You enjoy being the provider in relationships.
You expect others to be like you, and as a result, you are often disappointed.
A little selfish and vain, you always put yourself first.
Remember, everyone already knows you're great - you don't need to remind them! What Is Your Life Path Number?

My Interests

Theology, politics, war, peace, foreign cultures, history, martial arts, role-playing games, and trivia (i really like a good question). Probably because I am not the “sharpest knife in the drawer”, but I will, sure as fuck try to cut what you put in front of me. oh yeah, i would like to go too far off ancient and distant lands, meet there people, eat their food, and then shoot them... See the "I hate people part again in case you missed it...
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I'd like to meet:

As I said before I hate you, but I like gatherings. Strange as that may seem. Pack minded individuals...not likely right. Go watch your TV and be content as life passes you by. I do it too. I am Wiccan, study Aikido, play sports, video games, and D&D. So, I guess if you are into that stuff I might like to meet you. I would to get into contact with all those friends (I use the term loosely) I had in Highschool and earlier. The rest of you tossers can kiss off.

Movies:

I generally like movies that test my question and or theory’s of reality (because that is what everything is a fricken theory). However, the geek in me likes sci-fi and fantasy. Fake shit is easier to believe than the darkly complicated real world we have inherited. Oh and I thought Devil’s Advocate quite was a tearjerker...The movie Frailty really made me think and what about the Fallen? These are good movies that people have never even heard of, but are simply fantastic..."let me tell you about the time I almost died"...

Television:



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Books:

I liked the book of five rings (not to be confused with the lord of the rings) Aikido in the dynamic sphere. Oh, and the 3.5 player’s handbook is not too bad either... "I am a Paladin. I AM DIVINE INTERVENTION!"

Heroes:

If a hero is someone you or I would aspire to be like, then I don’t have one. i don’t want to be like anyone but me. However, pause for affect... i do think there are people who are worthy of the publics respect for their accomplishments and such, but athletes and movie stars should not be elevated to "hero" status regardless of how famous they may be. If anyone should be, it should be the farmer who grows the consumer’s food. The firemen and police officers that keep our streets and homes safe. The service member who lays down his/her life in support of her country, and family. these are the people who deserve our respect and attention. Fuck the person who made the winning shot/goal/touchdown or whatever. What has he done for you? What has he done that has changed your life so profoundly that raised him to such a status? Remember: Article I I am an American, fighting in the forces, which guard my country and our way of life. I am prepared to give my life in their defense.... ..

My Blog

Highpoint continued

So, we left our "heroes" in the barn.... After cutting off  the Goblins heads and putting thier heads on pikes. The party went to investigate thier lair and see what they could find. On thie...
Posted by Dashed Hopes on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 12:28:00 PST

Project Overlord

When I create a multimedia presentation of my plan designed so that my five-year-old advisor can easily understand the details, I will not label the disk "Project Overlord" and leave it lying on top o...
Posted by Dashed Hopes on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 03:32:00 PST

Save my game. by Jason Brown

Problem: Character-on-Character Violence I see nothing prohibiting this or allowing it but always played that it is possible to attack a party member (dispute, evil motives, whatever reason). Is there...
Posted by Dashed Hopes on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 04:54:00 PST

episode 3- Highpoints' plight

"There we where little one, one the hill of Highpoint. Goblins and thier ilk all about us! Under the comand of thier Orge masters, it seemed as though we stood little chance." Our lastest and greatest...
Posted by Dashed Hopes on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 09:58:00 PST

episode 2 "the labrinyth of Blythe"

When last we left our intreped heroes they where sorting out the Tate families problems. Needless to say they did a fair job of cleaning up and disposing of the bodies. Also on that note: Alahandro ha...
Posted by Dashed Hopes on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 06:49:00 PST

episode 1 results

 On the first day of April in the 1254 year of the rule of Men, our Heroes gathered in the town of Gird and began their adventures. Three warriors, a druid, rogue and a wizard. Getting together w...
Posted by Dashed Hopes on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 06:21:00 PST

the dwarves of kir-tiroth

In the years after the dwarf wars, there will been a great stirring under the mountain. the coals will been stoked, the fire will burn hot, and smoke roll forth in great plums from...
Posted by Dashed Hopes on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 11:32:00 PST

Dwarf wars

Aye, come forth and gather around yeh littlens. let old Grexor Silvarbeard tell yeh a tale from beffer yeh where bern. some years ago, about a decade now by the mans counting, there were great battles...
Posted by Dashed Hopes on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 12:20:00 PST

the finishing notes on Creth

so where were we....oh yes now i remember... amongst the businesses here in Creth you will find the norm for such a locale. butcher, baker, and maybe a candelstick maker, but no where else in the five...
Posted by Dashed Hopes on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 09:17:00 PST

the village of Creth

The village of Creth lies two days walk from Gird in the west, via the kings road. along this old soldiers path you will find the laughing hallow some fourteen miles from town. the laughing hallow is ...
Posted by Dashed Hopes on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 05:55:00 PST