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.. "I Don't Know Much, But I Know We Will Be, Happy As A 1950's TV Family... Except Times Infinity...."
Hi I'm CaRRaig.
Think Russell Brand
Multiply The Campness
Subtract The Arrogance,
The Beard And Some Of The Hair
Add More Black
A Pinch Of Faris Rotter
Subtract The Eyeliner
A Light Sprinkling of Steven Hawking
Multiply By The Gentle Sensibilities Of Jesse Lacey
Multiply The Crying
Subtract The Good Looks
Divide The Insecurities
Subtract All The Common Sense
And You're Somewhere In The Ballpark....
I'm Incredible, I'm Unbelievable,
(I Mean Like I'm A Liar, Not Like I'm Beautiful)
Must I Paint You A Picture?
Hi, my name is Craig. I'm a simple child, I love music and art, and the way words look when formed into cohesive sentences. I want to be a journalist but living in an area where 'Cat Stuck In Tree' is a front page headline, it's hard to get a break. I want to live in a big city with all the lights and the smoke and the beautiful pretty city girls who always seem much more alluring.I work in a record store, it's fun. I've got all the friends I need in the world right now. They treat me well, I drive them places. It's a great system. I smoke, and I drink, I eat meat because I like the taste, not because I'm comfortable with the moral implications. I have baggage, If people can't deal with that, that's not my problem. I'm not scared of anything, I'm scared of everything. Sometimes I make mistakes, for that I'm genuinely sorry. There are things in my past I wish I could change. I listen to lots of bands you probably won't like. I listen to lots of bands you'd probably call 'emo'. I don't care, while you're busy pigeonholing it, I'm listening to beautiful, life-changing music which makes me happy with who I am. I believe that everything is art, whether it be the world's most beautiful masterpiece, or a man smearing his own shit on a wall. No-one should be denied the right to express themselves. I've lost some good friends over the years through my own stupidity. Some things never change.
Mountain Ranges
Morning Red-Bathed Ridges,
Stab Up At The Trembling Blue Horizon,
Grey Slides Lazily Off Rooftops,
Lands On The Incandescent Ground And Dies.
A Flock Of Little Men Touch Down On The Thin Surface Of Porchlight,
Dawn's Footsoldiers Return To March The Twilight Across Our Faces,
Skylights Ignite And Explode,
Scattering Shards Of April Around The Room.
No-One Even Lives Here
We're Too Busy Crashing Our Cars Every Morning In The
Same House,
Paving The Same Roads,
Unwilling To Walk Them.
And Even When We Extend Ourselves,
Its Only To Be Included
In A Moment That Stands Still.
And So Often We Don't Struggle To Improve Conditions,
We Struggle For The Right To Say "We Improved Conditions"
And So Often We Form Communities
Only To Use Them As Exclusionary Devices,
And We Forget That Somewhere A Man Is Beside Himself With Grief,
And Somewhere People Are Calling For Teachers
And No-One's Answering,
Somewhere A Man Stands,
Walks Across The Room,
And Breaks His Nose Against The Door,
And Somewhere These People Are Keeping Records,
Writing A Book,
For Now We Can Call It
"The Book About The Basic Flaw"
Or
"The Book About The Letter A"
Or
"Any Title That A Book About A Man That No One Cares About Might Have"
And As We Turn The Pages
We Call Out The Sounds Of Nothing,
The Sounds Of A Vanishing Alphabet.
Standing Here, Waiting.....


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My Blog

The day the train caught me....

Lifeisshit.   I'm not eating. Got to go to the doctors tomorrow and find out what this pain in my chest is. I'm drinking too much. And I'm still hurting. Someone save me from myself. See I don't ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 09:26:00 GMT

Please Just Save Me From This Darkness....

You could be happy and i won't knowBut you weren't happy the day i watched you go.And all the things that i wish i had not said,Are played in loops till it's madness in my head.is it too late to remin...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 04:31:00 GMT

Death and Dying. And Vodka.

You don't know how much I adorethis damp rag soaked in chloroformIt makes me so hard to ignore'cause I could never keep your attentionI'm not one to make threatsI've been reduced to promisesI lie to m...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 04:52:00 GMT

The La-Z Boy 500

Let's sing a song about smoke and flamesThat burnt down our lazy yesterdaysLet's pretend this poverty is fineAnd sit on our front porches like we do it all the timeGo!Out on these mean streets it's al...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 10:44:00 GMT

The One You've All Been Waiting For....

and powered by: Me and the crew went to the beach on Thursday. There was much beer and fun to be had. We only got a couple photos at West Bay, coz The Rock wasn't very good at photo taking. Think he s...
Posted by on Tue, 22 May 2007 15:17:00 GMT

Some Things Never Change...

I did this on my blog about 2 years ago. Interesting to fill it out again and see what's changed.GENERAL INFO.time started: 1.22pmfull name: Craig Martynnickname(s): Emobirthday: December 10thwhere we...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 05:21:00 GMT

Meet The Flintstones.

What do you do when you're bored, skint and have a bottle of cheap white wine?Well, if you're me and Chaz you go up the quarry for a wander round.Just for a bit of a laugh.Not many places to sit down ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 05:10:00 GMT

Today Is The Greatest.

So, shit got itself sorted today.Finally.Took a couple quality punches off Lauren's mum, but at least it's finally over.So raise a glass to the future.It's Here.Thank fuck for that.
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 05:03:00 GMT

One Last Love Song...

I once had a friend who I loved from my heart But I went on and left her 'fore I'd made a start Now I'm moaning the blues like the rest of the charts Take me back So I'll cry with a limp Just get by o...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 11:23:00 GMT

Hair, Makeup, Lights, Camera, Fake

These dreams'll raise you upSome kids wanna be rockstars,and some kids wanna be firemen.But those dreams'll mess you upIf you're in it for the bright lights and the battle scarsIt'll turn you into a l...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 01:39:00 GMT