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About Me

((My Grandfather died leaving LA on October 5th 2008)) So good to see you once again I thought that you were hiding from me. I know you best, better than anyone. I know you better than I know myself. The name is AC [Air Condioner, Adult Content, Alex Cabrera]. I've lived on this Rock 17 years [roughly 6200 days]. I've dated, dumped, rejected, refused, cheated, deceived, and conceited. I've played the field, I've worked and lied. I can't say what I want to, even if I'm not serious. People tell me what to say and what to think. Like I Listen... I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. The best advice I was ever given was, "Never Hold Regrets" (Bever). I do what I want to get what I need, I do whats neceassary for me. Lie to get what I came for Lie to get just what I need Lie to get what I crave Lie and smile to get what's mine. I embrace my desire. Without any rain there wouldn't be rainbows and shit adds up at the bottom. I am frightened too I am scared like you. I am not innocent. You are not innocent. No one is innocent. Far beyond a visible Sign of your awakening Poisoned and hopeless Sleeping Beauty Such a fool to think that I could actually heal you She's turning blue Such a lovely color for you"Everything is more beautiful because we're doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again." - Achilles

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I have met everyone that matters.Fuck all these gun-toting Hip gangster wannabes. Fuck retro anything. Fuck your tattoos. Fuck smiley glad-hands With hidden agendas and Fuck these dysfunctional, Insecure actresses. Who the fuck are you? You lie, cheat, and steal.Yet I tolerate you?

My Blog

Buried in my Shoulder

............ Buried in my Shoulder .. .. Face buried in my shoulder, whats the likes of this Hearts so warm and so humble, whats the cause of it Lies spoken so softly, to fall on trusti...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 19:35:00 GMT

Schlieffen

SchlieffenI cannot breathe I cannot seeWhat youre saying is killing&Is it karma finally catching up to meAm I so concerned to not look beneathWhats keeping me, I know it...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 20:34:00 GMT

Break

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Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 20:10:00 GMT

Tired

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Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 14:43:00 GMT

Rash on my Finger

Alive We Die

Broken Glass

Im Sorry

Bad Dream

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Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:42:00 GMT

WORLD OF MINE OWN

WORLD OF MINE OWN Why would you do thatYou said you had my backYou promised what you didn't keepYou've been piled up way too steepSomething from the heartHere is a small startI better never see youNev...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 03:40:00 GMT