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*J*O*S*H*

What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around.

About Me

A part of this human breed, I feel I am an evil seed Deeding me, a negative scene, its defeating me, reaching me. Imprisoned by a vicious mentality, Not escaping me, breaking me I see what’s exactly taking me Dire waters holding me, not a living thing controlling me I don’t even have a broken dream You look at me un-noticed Understand the road I lead My breaths of life don’t want to breathe cause I feel I wont succeed I took seven steps, back against the wall I open my eyes to watch the crowds of tomorrow sweating To instruments played by hands and voices by lips destined to fill The chambers of the most high but instead drawn into the darkness of the fallen hand of pride I close my eyes again, took six steps forward to join the crowd I walk like them, talk like them but still feel out of place I sit around waiting for it to come around gazing at everyone’s face Through the red to the whites of their eyes I can see righteousness trying to shine through I look to my left and see a vision much clearer than everyone else Then the Man from above walked in and turned out the lights and drawn into the darkness was a every sketch of righteousness that night Harmonized by satan’s sirens and with a name changed to forget who I am but this seed of faith planted in my heart needed the sun to blossom The darkness was rottening me from within When least expected the fog is lifted and the vision becomes clear I realize silver and gold outweigh my soul Where will my spirit abide when death calls me home? I can’t depend on deaths heart, I’m truly alone but am I all alone? If God exists, what is His will for me I sincerely search and ask because I know right now the worlds successes is wide and in my path but empty is this vessel that needs to be used I know my desires, but my destiny I want my creator to choose Its already chosen, I need spiritual eyes to see Open my eyes and the Lord spoke to me through peoples situations directly to my soul I confess with my lips and believe with my heart Not by sight, but by faith I walk Without a doubt, through the darkness He drew me out Drawn from this sea of confusion, routine leaves no room for reason So battle against your current thinking.

My Interests

What about me is there to tell??? Personality-wise I’m as real as it gets. For those of you on MySpace that personally know me, then you know that I care less about a lot of things; things meaning what people have to say about me and how they act towards me. That’s just how I am, and that’s one of things that my TRUE friends like about me. I speak the truth and nothing more. I’m open with my thoughts and that’s that. In terms of my roots, I am 100% Filipino. However, I am a chameleon in my actions and how people see me. You can say that I can get ghetto and that I have a weird outlandish attitude. I was raised in Los Angeles, if that’s worth anything. I am the oldest of the 8 Alba grandchildren and love my role as such. You wanna know what I’m into, then read the sidebars, simple as that. Like several people on here say, if yah wanna get to know more about me then just ask....

I'd like to meet:

*Kim Kardashian* *President Bill Clinton**The WOMAN of My Dreams....lol*View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

Hip Hop: Kanye West*Timberland*Eminem*Dre*Wu Tang*Beat Junkies*Nas*Rock and Alternative: Weezer*Green Day*Sublime*No Doubt*RnB: Usher*Beyonce*R.Kelly*Keith Sweat*Mariah Carey*Lauryn Hill*Alicia Keys*Chris Brown*AaliyahPop: Justin Timberlake*Britney Spears*Christina Aguilera*

Movies:

*A Walk to Remember* *Crying Freeman* *Roman Holiday* *Transformers* *The Pirates of the Caribbean Trilogy* *Breakfast at Tiffanys* *Superbad* *Beauty and the Beast* *The Little Mermaid* *Lion King*

Television:

*One Tree Hill* *Nip Tuck* *Smallville* *Friday Night Lights* *Las Vegas* *Chuck* *Beauty and the Geek* *TMZ* *Pushing Daisies* *I Love Lucy* *The Twilight Zone*

Books:

*A Walk to Remember* *The Harry Potter Series* *The Halo Series* *Farenheit 451*

Heroes:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NSkyCz3etY

My Blog

200 EFFIN QUESTIONS....WTF?

200. My middle name is: ALEXANDER199: I was born on: DEC. 7TH, 1981 IN GERMANY198. I am a[n]: PACIFIC ISLANDER196. My eye color is: BROWN195. My shoe size is: 8 1/2194. My ring size is: ???192. My hei...
Posted by *J*O*S*H* on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 02:37:00 PST

A GLIMPSE INTO MY PAST, PART II

Hell, I thought it was funny...   ...
Posted by *J*O*S*H* on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 01:39:00 PST

A GLIMPSE INTO MY PAST

This is one of several letters someone special wrote to me..... "Josh Hey ----- its me (duh...) anyways i was just writing you because i like to, because i want to and because i miss you. as i w...
Posted by *J*O*S*H* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

^^^CAUSE and EFFECT^^^

FRUSTRATION longs to meet MISERY, they interact daily but can't seem to hit it off, - DEDICATION is playing matchmaker while RAGE plans to sabatage her, - STRUCTURE eases PAINS's unsteady composure, w...
Posted by *J*O*S*H* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST