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~So close yet so far away~

He's so close to being home.... This is the longest two weeks EVER!!!!

About Me


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Amanda
Birthday: June 10,1989
Birthplace: Gettysburg, Pa
Current Location: Mundy's corner
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5"5
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Slovakian, German, Irish, Native American, and English I think that shoud be all ofn them.
The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike
Your Weakness: A bad habbit of mine ( only my friends know about it)
Your Fears: Getting hurt again.
Your Perfect Pizza: Mushrooms, Peperoni, and Black olives
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Be happy
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: Usually (if the baby's up) I need sleep! or (if she's not up) So how long am I gonna lay here before I wake her up?
Your Best Physical Feature: women say my curly hair and guys say... lets not go there
Your Bedtime: 10:00 but am hardley ever asleep at that time it's either earlier or later.
Your Most Missed Memory: The closeness I had witth Jer durring my pregnancy.
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Idk.. I love macdonald's fries but you gota love burger king's food
Single or Group Dates: Either.. Depends on my mood and who I'm with
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Depends on my mood I'm a big fan of both.
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Yeah 95% of the time, the other 5% I'm around my parents
Do you Sing: Yes, but that dosen't mean i'm good at it.
Do you Shower Daily: Yeah
Have you Been in Love: Yeah
Do you want to go to College: Yeah
Do you want to get Married: Yeah
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: No
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Depends on the day
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah
Do you play an Instrument: Nope
In the past month have you:
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol?: No i can honestly say i have not
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yeah painting scenery for the musical.
In the past month have you been Dumped: Yeah, yesterday.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Maybe... For me to know and you to find out.
Ever been called a Tease: Yes, quite a few times
Ever been Beaten up: No
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: Happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Lawer
What country would you most like to Visit: Spain
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Any
Short or Long Hair: I love long hair, but it only looks good on certain guys so it depends on the guy.
Height: Taller than me
Weight: More than me
Best Clothing Style: Any
Number of Drugs I have taken: None
Number of CDs I own: Dosen't matter to me
Number of Piercings: It's be good if u had a few
Number of Tattoos: If you don't have on get one they're great.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Idk but you should have some.
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I'd like to meet:

Someone who loves me for me and won't ever leave me no matter what happens. I just seem to keep finding people that can't handle a relationship with me....(Yeah that was before) now seeing as how I have someone that loves me I honestly just need someone to be there for me as a friend I have two best friends but idk it's just sometimes easier to talk to guys than it is to talk to girls......

Music:

I listen to everything from Elvis to Slipknot. I know I'm crazy but I like music it really dosen't matter what kind it is as long as it fits the mood I'm in.LAND OF CONFUSION (Disturbed)

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Movies:

I like way too many different kinds of movies.. I'm not all that into chick flicks but there are a few I like (i.e. Romeo & Juliete the one with Leonardo Dicaprio and Claire Danes) Just to show my dislike of chickflicks I'm the only girl I know that can't stand The Notebook it made my boyfriend cry and I thought it was gay... O.K. now back to the positive I like movies that are turned into musicals I loved rent.... I also like horror films my favorite real horror flick is probably Cabin Fever (idk why so don't ask it just freaked me out and I liked it.. I also like action films all three blade movies were pretty good, both underworld flicks were great... I could keep going but i don't think anyone is actually gonna read all of this I'm just really bored so yeah ignore me if you think i'm crazy....................

Television:

My favorite reality show is Project Runway and my favorite T.V. show is Nip/Tuck...Which is starting on Tuesday, September 5 ... you all need to watch Nip/tuck on FX at 10:00p.m. it's really weird but you seriously can't help but get wrapped up in it...

Books:

I'm a huge fan of books I can't help but love them. My favorites are; The Sinner by Tess Garrison, Sunshine by Robin Mckinley, and Angels and Demons by Dan Brown. As you can see I like books that are kind of mysteries (and that are semi-demonic) but it's definetly good if they can keep my attention because I get bored easily.

My Blog

YAY!!!!!!

He's comming home soon... and by him I mean Jeremy! I can hardley contain myself sometimes... For a while there I didn't think I was going to survive but I did and I'm happy I did because this has mad...
Posted by ~So close yet so far away~ on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 02:59:00 PST

Happy Happy Happy as Gabriella would say...

I'm finally semi-happy. This is like the first time since Jeremy left that I'm content with everything. First of all I'm happy about something completely pointless. I'm all hyper and happy because i g...
Posted by ~So close yet so far away~ on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 09:14:00 PST

Missing him (and everything that's going right)

Here's some shocking shit... I'm finally happy and things are going extrememly well... There's just one extremely sucky part about it Jeremy's leaving tomorrow just when things start going perfect it'...
Posted by ~So close yet so far away~ on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 06:43:00 PST

Interesting conversation starters (just funny ass stories)

Sinking a boat in knee deep water....(only three people i know have done that and one was in a boat by himself that takes dumbass to a whole new level) if you really want to know about that one just a...
Posted by ~So close yet so far away~ on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 08:12:00 PST

Life isn't always peachy (some of my poetry good and bad)

Unimportant I honestly would just love to slit my wrists and watch them bleed Why you wonder? Cause no one gives a fuck about what I need Hell I don't even matter to me Some of you can't handle what g...
Posted by ~So close yet so far away~ on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 08:43:00 PST

a little bit from my life

You know in all honesty people sicken me... None of you ever understand the people aroudn you or give a fuck for that matter...ohh and if you read that and didnt' like it might i reccomend not continu...
Posted by ~So close yet so far away~ on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 09:35:00 PST

Today's bad news...

Since I'm online and posting blogs I decided to vent a little about everything else that's going on. Todays was a good day minus one little aspect my grandfather just got taken down to the hospital to...
Posted by ~So close yet so far away~ on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 04:54:00 PST

love life

You know it took long enough...but I think I'm finally happy. Well, Content anywyas. I don't know things finally just seem to be working out a little bit for me. I'm finally semi-happy with Jeremy bec...
Posted by ~So close yet so far away~ on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 04:46:00 PST

Happy birthday to me

What a wonderful birthday let me tell you... Half of my family got me nothing and the guy that supposedly loves me couldn't find time for his daughter today but found sometime to go to the mall. Fucki...
Posted by ~So close yet so far away~ on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 06:46:00 PST