U KNOW WHAT REALLY SUCKS?
it is when i read his messageover and over again and my heart beats faster juz becoz im thinking about him!! I turn out to love someone hu could not LOVE me juz the same but still i continue loving becoz i hope things will end up fine... Y does LOVE exist?? 2 make meHAPPY 4 a minute or to HURT me 4 the rest of my LIFE? it SUcks rYt? LOVE can feel like HEAVEN, cud HuRT Like HELL and make us Cry Like a River but we must build a BRIDGE and get over it.We must have the courage to SUFFER for us to have the courage to LOVE. do YOu GUys think itS FAIR? LOVe is like a game sometimes we WiN but most of the time we LOose. It hurts me to see my self dreaming and Asking wen will be the time that im goNNa be the WiNNeR? i do believe that god wants me to meet few wRONG people b4 meeting the RIGHT one and thats why im still hoping that iLL find that person who will give me the reason to take chance and LOVE again. They say CRYING is the best way to release the PAIN.. Yes its TRUE!!!..but what if you cry so hard,, So hard that you cant breathe anymore and you Cry for the same REASON? STuPiDiTy RYt? but there is more STUPID than that!! it is when you fell in LOve with your FRIEND or being a FRIEND of the person you LOve.. becoz it HUrtS when u see HIM loving SOMEONE else.. thats the SADDeSt PArt of BEing a FRIEND. YOU dont KNow what to FEEL,YOu dont know what to REACT and YOU dont know what to DO!!! sometimes I Think.." Should i SMILE becoz were FRIENDs? or should i CRY bcoz thats all we'll EVEr be!!?..:c
