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Sam

I am here for Friends

About Me

Well, what's to know. I was born in Wichita, Kansas. Moved to Glendale to go to medical school. Finally finished my training 6/04 and now working in pediatric emergency medicine.I'm married to Muffin Man (Steve). My angel Melissa (my one and only child) passed in car accident in 2003. This was the end of life as I pictured it. I miss her every second, although I KNOW she's still with me.I like to watch movies and actually sleep when I'm not working or commutting. I'm addicted to chocolate and scrapbooking, knitting, and tea. (No, I don't smoke any of them!)Hugs,Sammie

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Well, this might sound odd, but I'd like to meet my father. He passed when I was four, so I really didn't get to know him. I hear he was incredible.

My Blog

Christmas Mome Tears

As it nears closer to Christmas, I find myself ever more tearful. In fact, at least once an hour, I totally loose it and fall to pieces. TO face one of Melissa's favorite days without her just seems...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Dec 2004 22:49:00 GMT

Paul - A tribute to a Friend....really written by Missy Bear

Okay, Missy composed this poem and told me .....I wrote it down....the still talks faster than I can comprehend! Written November 6, 2004 In loving memory for Paul Smith and his family Pa...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Nov 2004 14:19:00 GMT

Been Sitting her crying for an hour

I signed on line on the way to bed to check something and MELISSA ANDERSEN popped up on Misa's aol im! I about fainted. She didn't remember Melissa. Melissa often "sends" me people this way that ne...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Nov 2004 01:42:00 GMT

SAt. 11/6--- I'm exhausted and loosing brain cells!

Hi all. Still not sure what a blog is. lol.  I am flat exhausted after the last two weeks.  the thought of not getting out of bed occured to me this morning....about the same time as the lis...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Nov 2004 20:49:00 GMT

Almost Halloween

Gosh Darn it!  I blogged and then it erased it because I didn't have a freaking subject!  Subject is, gonna write a darn blog now!  Now what really is blogging anyway?  Sounds like...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Oct 2004 23:24:00 GMT

today...kind of sucks!

WEll, I have NO IDEA what the heck a blog is....so I'm just typing.  Today kind of sucked, my job is getting worse and the one I really wanted is filled....and nothing else in sight. Puppy is on ...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Oct 2004 19:12:00 GMT