well well well, i am turkish and greek, but born in Vienna, Austria. you could say i'm foreign. i'm a strange person . there's no way you could figure me out bc i cant even do that task. my past residence wasn't amusing and challenging enough for my taste. I need a city, so i moved to boston :o) i can be a pain in the ass or absolutely wonderful; but, that all depends on how people treat me. i loathe people who treat me like an idiot. i love school and love learning. i just really detest the stress of it all. I hate the feeling of pressure, it makes me nervous. When im nervous i can't look people in the eye and i laugh..which is kinda embarrassing when nothing funny is going on. Laughing and smiling are a part of my life. If im not smiling than there's a problem. Almost anyone can make me laugh, so if i dont find you funny..well then you're really not funny. i love cold weather, but at the same time i love the sun. My biggest fear is not figuring out what i'm supposed to give back to the world. Im addicted to shopping and its starting to become a serious problem. i know who my real friends are and i love them to death. Any guy who can put up with me is a real trooper :o) no one can make me do anything i dont want to. im very strong willed. i never back down in an argument. some say im stubborn and i say theyre stupid! lol jk i can be stubborn sometimes. hypocricy annoys me but i've been caught in the act, who hasn't? im very open minded. I may make bad judgements from first impressions, but i never keep a judgment without taking a deeper look. Im free spirited. i dont let anything or anyone hold me back from what i want to do...and sometimes that causes problems. ignorance and spite bring me rage! but, unfortunately its all around and dealt with everyday. I'm beyond random. I feel life would be easier if the world were made of jello. i strongly believe i was a penguin in my past life. i love soft pillows and beds. i absolutely love sleeeping. one thing that infuriates me is when people wake me up..so dont do it. i can fall asleep anywhere, but lately ive developed a minor case of insomnia. flying in a plane scares me and being in a car with another person driving scares me more. Traveling is something i do every year. i hope to travel the globe when im older. Committment scares me but im working on it. i can never cry in front of people. if i do that means i had absolutely no strength to hold it in anymore. I'm really bad at explaining what i want to say. i should work on that. i think people should always trust their gut feelings. music is an absolute necessity in my life. i love funky music! and i love hearing random favorite songs on the radio. singing is also a must-do. it's so fun, even though i'm really bad at it. i admire anyone with a good voice. talking is something i should cut down on. i love it. i can talk to anyone if they're willing to talk to me. i hate leaving things in the middle. i always have to finish something i started, including this profile lol..way too long. i think if people said what they meant, meant what they said, and did what they wanted, without worrying about other people, they'd be happier. i wish i followed my own advice sometimes. if you like me, i'll most certainly like you too :o)
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Name: merve, merv, merf, the list goes on
Birthday: october 10!
Birthplace: Vienna, Austria...you could say i'm foreign
Current Location: boca..but not for long! boston should be expecting me very soooon
Eye Color: hazel and sometimes greenish
Hair Color: umm i'd say brownish with sun-made blonde streaks
Height: precisely 5'7 and 1/4 of an inch
Right Handed or Left Handed: im part of that 10% of the world, genius lefty group
Your Heritage: turkish and greeek
The Shoes You Wore Today: my converse sneaks
Your Weakness: that i can't tell ya!
Your Fears: any living insect..even butterflies, clowns, heights, natural disasters, dark rooms, not being able to touch the floor when im in the ocean, FISH, dying without knowing my purpose in this world
Your Perfect Pizza: lots and lots of cheeeese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: do really well in school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: yo momma!
Thoughts First Waking Up: oh i gotta pee and yay pancake time!
Your Best Physical Feature: i had a nice smile..but then i got braces sooooo..ill have to get back to you on that one
Your Bedtime: i stay up until i can't open my eyes anymore
Your Most Missed Memory: my puppy :o( i miss her damn it!
Pepsi or Coke: not much of a soda fan..but if i had to choose it would be neither bc i'd drink diet coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: eww
Single or Group Dates: single..unless i just met the guy
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: whats the difference?
Chocolate or Vanilla: mm def. chocolate..mixed is nice too :o)
Cappuccino or Coffee: white chocolate mocha from staaabucks
Do you Smoke: ew no
Do you Swear: noo i hear its not very ladylike..but if i get hurt or mad i lash out with the bad words
Do you Sing: mmm every chance i get! i dont care if im bad at it :o) singing is funn and it relieves stress
Do you Shower Daily: pshh..more like weekly :o) heeh jk
Have you Been in Love: i am currently :o) shmoops is the best thing that's ever happened to me
Do you want to go to College: uh yea? with yo mom!
Do you want to get Married: uhhhh
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: only when im reading in a moving vehicle
Do you think you are Attractive: not since i got these darn braces
Are you a Health Freak: uh no
Do you get along with your Parents: yea most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms: NO...they scare the pooop out of me!
Do you play an Instrument: i used to play the piano..gotta love that mozart
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: noooo commment
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: if u mean crack..no..but medicine? yes :o)
In the past month have you gone on a Date: if going out with ur bf counts as a date than yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: considering i used to work there..yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: what am i an effing animal? who eats an entire box of oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: mmm yes..me and yelifer always make sushi date s
In the past month have you been on Stage: nooo i have stage fright
In the past month have you been Dumped: noo im still with my pooks :o)
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: uhh?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nooo!
Ever been Drunk: well..
Ever been called a Tease: yea and i dont get why
Ever been Beaten up: my friend accidently punched me in the face once bc a wave threw her on me..or maybe that was her excuse?
Ever Shoplifted: yea i used to be a bandit when i was little
How do you want to Die: well i havent given that subject much thought, but, i'd say i'd like to die in a peaceful manner and after i've done everything i've wanted to
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: no idea..something in the med. field
What country would you most like to Visit: egypt!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: anything that catches my attention
Favourite Hair Color: no preference
Short or Long Hair: short..i'd like to be the girl in the relationship
Height: taller than me
Weight: heavier than me
Best Clothing Style: as long as he doesnt look like he loves the devil, the 80's and ghetto life, im fine
Number of Drugs I have taken: hmm
Number of CDs I own: let me go count..
Number of Piercings: my ears! i just had them done..and uhh im 19 lol
Number of Tattoos: scared of needles
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing...i dont dwell on my past, i look to the future! :o)
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