wow...i havent updated this in FOREVER!!! well, i am living in alabaster in an apt by myself...its peaceful,has ugly brown carpet, and the sink doesnt like to drain all the time lol...but its home.....i love being independent and on my own..makes me feel like i am accomplishing adulthood..even though everybody knows i will always be a little kid at heart!!I am working at Shelby Baptist Medical Center in the ER...whew, we see some pretty crazy stuff around there, but i love it!! The fast paced, never know whats going to come through the door next, usually never a dull moment atmosphere of the ER really fits well with my ADD personality.I have learned alot about myself lately....ive come to the conclusion that i think i have multiple personalities...lol some good and some EXTREMELY ugly!! I can be tricky..mysterious...emotional...a romantic...deep....strong...and one of the most committed people that you will ever meet...once I have found something i love i dont let it go..even if it hurts me sometimes, the payoff in the end is worth it!I am a scorpio..RUN FOR THE HILLS!!!! lolTheir demeanor is dignified and reserved, affable and courteous, and many have a gaze that is both direct and penetrating. Their secretive natures make them natural detectives. Many Scorpios possess a suspicious outlook, and need to know the reasons behind everything. Scorpio does nothing in half measures. An all or nothing attitude permeates their entire life. When fixed on something or someone, the scorpion perseveres. Scorpio never settles. Life is meant to be lived to the fullest or not at all.Scorpio will rarely be found in the center of activity, but will always know just what is going on of concern to her. Their tenacity and willpower are enviable, their depth of character and passionate conviction admirable, but it is their deep sensitivity that makes them the best and most loyal friend. This same quality makes them the most treacherous of enemies.
A Scorpio woman need not be a legal wife to give wifely love and devotion. If circumstances beyond your control make marriage impossible, she'll love you from hell to breakfast, and not give a hang what the neighbors think. In most such unusual situations, the relationship is real and honest above and beyond the shallow, selfish love of many a legitimate marriage. The hypocrisies of society will never keep this courageous woman from seeking the sun. She answers to no law but her own, and in her Pluto heart, she has more total understanding of the vow "till death do us part" than half the brides who blissfully murmur the phrase.
Their sensitivity, and pride allow them to be easily hurt, quick to feel insult or injury, even when none is intended, and easily roused to heights of anger. An angry Scorpio is a sight to see. Scorpio seethes, and doesn't give it up. When they harness their abundant energy constructively, their self-confidence tempered with shrewdness, and their ambition coupled with generosity toward others, they excel at whatever they undertake.Scorpios are demanding of others, but never ask someone to do what they would not do themselves. They can be fanatically focused and work till they drop, and ask the same of those around them. No middle ground for a Scorpio, all or nothing .Scorpio imagination and intuition are excellent. They possess refined critical perception and strong analytical ability. In addition, they seem to demonstrate a natural healing power. These abundant gifts allow Scorpions to penetrate the most profound subjects. They are serious folk, but quite charming to people they like, and when social events call for it. Their tragic flaw is their immense pride. Once wronged, once Scorpio's pride has been diminished, the game of courtesy is over.Look at the eyes. They can be green, blue, brown or black, but they'll be piercing with hypnotic intensity. Most people feel nervous and ill at ease under Scorpio's steady gaze. You'll have to break the spell and look away first. He'll outstare you every time. It's a foolproof identificaÂtion of the Pluto personality. If you feel Scorpio eyes bore deeply into you, mercilessly, as if they're penetrating your very souL... They are.I am VERY VERY VERY ADD...and I usually have to end up asking somebody to repeat themselves 2 or 3 times before what they are saying will register in my head...weird I know!I love surprises and people that can catch me offguard (like walking into the room while on the phone with me) and putting a huge smile on my face..I love love love love love to make people laugh!!...and I will usually do anything to make that happen.Oh yeah! Im totally and completely addicted to chapstick..like for real...I need to go to Chapstick Annonymous or something lolSo..yeah...dont really know what else to say...anything else you wanna know about me just ask...lol but dont expect me to answer right away...unless we are texting hehe
Yesterday is history
Tomorrow is a mystery
but today is a gift..
that's why they call it
The Present!
Ability can take you to the top,
but it takes character
to keep you there.
A child's life is like a piece of paper on which every person leaves a mark. (Chinese Proverb)
A closed mind is a good thing to lose.
Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.
Things That I Love!
When somebody looks me in the eyes when they are talking to me or visa versa.
Volleyball---I mean, everything about it... the game, the team aspect, the memories..everything..it's my passion!
When I see something that I really like and it's on sale.
LAUGHING!!!!!!
When I make somebody laugh..that definitely is the greatest feeling in the world and I will do anything to make it happen! :-D
Animals!
Driving..I don't know why but it always relaxes me...it's like it's therapeutic for me or something.
Listening/Dancing to music..oh, so many fun memories from listening to music in my car, etc.
Somebody saying I love you...and meaning it!
When somebody trusts me completely and they aren't afraid to be honest with me.
MY BROTHER!!!!
Coming in from the pool/ beach and having a ham and cheese sandwich and a pickle..Oh! I love it!!!
COLD drinks!
Text messages!!!!!!!!!
Chinese food!!!!! MMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!
Random IM's :-D
Inside jokes!...they are the greatest!
Laughing for absolutely no reason at all!
Things That I Hate!
Talking on the phone!
SHOPPING!!....ugh!
People that drive 55mph on the highway ..IN THE LEFT LANE!!!!!!
People that smack their food/gum...or slurp their drinks!
Those stupid banner things that randomly appear on the left side of my page that I cant figure out how to get off!!!!!!gggrrr!!
Price gouging!!
When you have to repeat your order 15 times @ the drive thru...and then they STILL get it wrong!
Awkward silence!!!
Those stupid advertisements on myspace with the little talking smily faces that scare the CRAP out of me when they just randomly decide to start talking!
People that can't admit when they are wrong!
Pencils without erasers
HOT WEATHER!!!
People that send me a friend invite only so that they can add one more person to their 34987876324 other friends! If I dont know you and you are just sending out random invites just so you can look cool..i will not accept it! so stop!! :-P
BIC pens..they are SO boring!
PICTURES!!!!! (of myself)
When people dont look @ me when I am talking to them.
People that can't laugh at themselves or take a joke.
Hurtful gossip!
Riding in a car! I hate hate hate riding with people..even my mom. I dont know why..but I love driving places.
When my computer freaks out and starts running really slow and people think that I am typing like 1 word per minute
..or when people type A LOT faster than me and by the time that I go to make a comment about something or answer a question, they have already sent like 20 more IMs.
That's all I can think of for now...but I might think of more