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Courtney Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

She's not like that now.She knows better. She knows now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they are made. She understands the pros and cons of being in love, and that great things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them. She knows that you can't change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn't a place for everyone in the world, so if you feel like your standing alone for awhile, that's why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that's when it's the best. You can't always expect people to care, and even when your best friends stab you in the front, dont think for one minute that they didn't already aim for your back.They missed for a reason.She has found out to soon, that in the end, you are your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life and more often than not, its gonna hurt like hell. But you can't stop it. You can't change your fate. Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don't know what it is, but when it happens, you'll know. At some point, when you have expierienced everything you can, the words 'Life' and 'Risk' won't mean anything to you anymore. But dont try and change that. Stuff like that is meant to happen. Overtime, certain things no longer have an affect on you. And that happens because thats the way it supposed to be. She understands now. She understands that you cant help if people walk away and take the easy way out.She knows now not to chase the ones who have walked away from her, but to embrace the ones who have walked into her life.Everything that happens, truely does happen for a reason, and dont think for one second that it cant catch you off guard. Ask her. She knows.

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My Blog

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i just want to get some things out...first of all, there are a lot of things in my past i've done that i do REGRET doing and that were very, very unbecoming of the woman my mother rasied me to be and ...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jun 2009 21:00:00 GMT

Happier then Winter

Wow.. I can't believe it's already June!well.. since December hmm lets see..I...went to Vegas... which by the way was amazing and i'm so glad Felicia was there too.  I doubt I will ever be able to top...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 22:59:00 GMT

Thank you, I hate you, I’m sorry

thank you. because without you,  i wouldn't be like this. i wouldn't have stayed when things got hard. i wouldnt have believed that i could find a life. outside you. thank you for the way you knew me....
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 10:05:00 GMT

Goodbye </3

he asked me, "what, did you expect me to be with you forever?" "No. of course not. i just though we had a little longer."
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 15:47:00 GMT

Fake It

new cell phone =) yay finally. i was going crazy.   i was doing sooooo good.  it was to weird being around him yesterday. im not sure if i'm really ready to be friends. but he called. and i ...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 21:59:00 GMT

Good things come to pass

i think i know what night he stopped loving me, in whatever way he did. i think it was april 5th, when we went camping. nothing eventful happened really there was just something different there. it bu...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 22:17:00 GMT

Wasted Time

      "I know it seems hard sometimes but remember one thing. Through every dark night, theres a bright day after that. So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 22:39:00 GMT

I miss you ♥

sometimes, like right now i really start to miss you. i start to miss the way things were when it was still fun. when we talked for hours about nothing important or the way you jumped more then me whe...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 00:33:00 GMT

[[♥It’s called a breakup b/c its broken ♥]]

i wish for patience and grace, grace and strength to let him be happy. thats the toughest part, letting go. thats the part of grace that sucks. -peyton (one tree hill)   why can't life be like i...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:10:00 GMT

Lookin’ Up

Things are starting to really change for the best. I'm getting more and more excited everyday. Chris has also really been being there for me and i never really thought he would be, hes really surprisi...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 14:32:00 GMT