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Fawn

Today, half of me is gone, but hopefully will be whole by tomorrow3

About Me


Whoa geez, about me? Really?? Well, I was born in Wiesbaden, Germany. Because my father was a Marine, we moved around a lot, Germany, California, Nevada, Hawaii, and Virginia. After living in Hawaii for 3 or 4 years, we traveled to Burke, Virginia. I went to elementary school there, and as I was starting the 5th grade, when we moved to Stafford, Va. I was kinda stuck there till I graduated high school. I did lots of sports during school, but only really committed a whole season to wrestling. I change my mind as much as my clothes, so I was all over the place. I started modeling when I was 15. I had a hard time in school, because I was more slender than everyone else, and I was picked on a lot, which made me uncomfortable to be around people, so I was really hyper and annoying until like, the 10th grade. I've always wanted to be a Victoria's Secret model, and when I started modeling, I grew up.


I have always enjoyed laughing, and I love to be around anyone who makes others laugh. I have never got along with many girls. They were always conieving and mean. I always thought guys hated me, that is, until I mellowed out and noticed they were checking me out. I wanted to do Fashion Design, but I guess college wasn't in the plan. So I stuck with modeling. Graduation was tough, because I had to grow up, and my dad was right there to make sure I did. It sucked, because I was finally old enough to do what I wanted, and I got invited to so many parties, and started to have fun, then my dad barged in and pushed this job crap on me. I graduated when I was 17, that was hard enough, being under 18, even harder is when all your friends smoke and drink underage, and you feel out of place, because I never was into those things. I am a really good judge of character, and I try to stay away from the people that have bad vibes. In school, though, you kinda have to put up with those people. I am not sure what people think of me, but growing up, I always tried to impress people.


Now that I am 22, I'm grown up to know that you have to be comfortable with yourself, and others will follow suit. I am very passionate about the Marine corps, even though I married an airman, so I am sensitive when people dog the military, or worse the president. Because like it or not the man was voted in, and in other countries, if you talked bad about the highest person, you are put to death, so I am lovin the freedom thing. I love living in America, just because I've traveled a lot and seen the other places, and my father has told me so much, that's affected my life, a lot. Because I wanted to be a model I judged my body all the time. When I was in middle school, and even into freshman year I was like 5 feet tall, and shaped like a board...but now at 5'5, 34DD-24-34, and legs that go on forever, I have no mixed feelings about the guys and girls that made fun of me in school. One guy though, my husband, liked me enough to have a physical and emotional relationship. He started dating me before I fully blossomed, so I figure he must love me, for me. I am married now, and I have loved my husband since middle school. We grew up together, and I went through his girls and my guys, and we ended up together. Even though I got married in February of '05, I still model, and was accepted to IMTA.


I try to visit Stafford a lot, because it's great to see my family, and a little funny to see how mostly everyone is still there. I can't even go to wal-mart to drop off film, because so many people from my past are there. I am very happy I left my hometown. Things change, people change, I really think I have grown up and moved on so much, that I wouldn't have fit there. I really do love everyone that was there for me, and who still talks to me...but then there are those people, that spread lies, even now, that's schools ended and we are all adults...those people make me really sad, but I believe in forgiveness, and I have never been able to hold a grudge. I don't like being taken advantage of, but it has happened and it will happen again. Right now, I live in Dover, Delaware, and am living in a new house, with my husband. We talk about kids a lot, and even when I start doing modeling jobs that bring in bigger bucks, I still plan on having children.
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This test was taken over 2 years ago...
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability |||||||||| 33%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious |||||||||||| 43%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50%
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My Interests

Let's see...I love to model, it's one of those things that comes naturally and makes you feel completely at ease. I really Love football, and I'm all about the Raiders :) I'm a life long fan. I like to play video games, they're another thing I'm good at. Some of my fav's are Resident Evil, Final Fantasy, Legacy of Kain, Mario Kart, Grand Theft Auto, and Splinter Cell. There are lots more, but you get the idea. I like to kick back and have a drink, I love to go out dancing with friends at local bars and clubs, basically just hang out and let loose. I really like going out to eat, I'm in love with food so it's really nice to be able to go out and enjoy it. I really like sushi, but I can go to the local BBQ joint and have just as much fun. I'm a really funny person and I like to laugh and make others laugh. There's very few times that I can be pretty intense, but most of the time I'm making jokes and saying stupid stuff. I really miss all of my friends from home, I look back on high school sometimes and wish I would have let loose a little more, and really enjoyed my friends company. I travel a lot, and am constantly doing roadtrips back and forth up the east coast. I try to visit Stafford, VA as much as possible, for my family, and to catch up with friends. I have my own house, my own doggie "Harley", and I have a wonderful husband, a new car, and damnit, I'm pretty happy :) I'm an all around fun, dorky person. It's not everyday you find an attractive girl that can take a joke and dish one out as well :) I have my husband to thank for that. There's a lot more to me, but I guess you just have to get to know me :)

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I'd like to meet:

Milla Jovovich, Leonardo DiCaprio..


Music:

hmmm...I've always liked Garbage, Nine Inch Nails, Prodigy, Metallica, The Crystal Method, Lunatic Calm...you know, all that 90's stuff, and I really love good dance music, The Crow soundtrack, Punisher soundtrack...well, there's a whole lot of stuff I listen to, but I can say I like Rock, Metal, Dance, very few Hip Hop, and pretty much whatever makes me happy, which could really be anything :) ...Oh, what do you guys care anyway, are you buying me music for Christmas???Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love Sweet . . . . Love

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Movies:

I've liked Last Unicorn since I was little, I liked Legend, too. Lets see...Titan A.E., A Knights Tale, Moulin rouge, Braveheart, Dawn of the Dead, 28 days later, Resident Evil, 300, Pirates of the Caribbean, War of the Worlds, Gladiator, EuroTrip, InuYasha Movies, Devils Rejects, any movie that makes me laugh, oh and I really like the Saw movies, that shits crazy. Lot's of Horror and Suspense flicks, and Comedies. I'm such a girl, I'm still a sucker for Disney movies like Beauty and the Beast, Little Mermaid, and Aladdin. Sometimes I can be a real movie buff, I'll watch classics and new movies just for the hell of it, even if I never knew what it was about beforehand. I like the overall movie experience of having fun and escaping to somewhere else. My fav's really are the ones that make you laugh, and the ones that have you on the edge of your seat. Hell, if you pay for the movie, I'll watch it :)


Television:

I watch too much!!! InuYasha, Friends, Roseanne, Smallville, are some of my favs. I really love comedy, and romance...I'm a sucker for that stuff. I love Nip/Tuck, Julian McMahon keeps me watching :) Heroes, House, Futurama, Family Guy, Monk, Fullmetal Alchemist, Girls Next Door, The Daily Show, The Colbert Report and I watch lots of news, lots. As I said...toooo much tv :)

Books:

The Giver was one of my favorite books. Isles of the Blest is a great favorite, and I used to read all the R. L. Stein books when I was a kid. I read a lot of Jackie Collins, my mom got me hooked on them, The Poe Reader, it's all of Edgar Allen Poes poetry and short stories. I read a lot of educational books, on Planning, Health, and Sex, and I own a couple of Cookbooks. My favorite Magazines are Maxim, Loaded and Playboy.

Heroes:

My father...He's the strongest person I know, a hard core marine with a huge heart for his family. He's worked hard his whole life, gives sound advice, and he keeps me in line. If it wasn't for him in my life, I wouldn't have had any discipline, who knows where I would be. He was there for me, and even though I am married and moved away...his voice is still in my head. My father has the forgiveness of a saint and I will be lucky to achieve half of what he has. Anyone that has patience, and that can keep themselves together and live life to the fullest, is my hero.

My Blog

My Dads Wedding

  Well, I went down to VA for a whole week.  I tried to busy myself with friends and their B-day's in the days leading up to the event.  I got to hang out with Virginia for her Birthday...
Posted by Fawn on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 03:11:00 PST

The Move

  Well, this whole thing was a learning experience.  See, I first moved on base into a big 3 story house.  It was horrible with peeling lead paint and asbestos everywhere beneath the ti...
Posted by Fawn on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 08:44:00 PST

Friends..and Life

  Recently I went down to VA for a close friends wedding.  I was all upset about going cause it just didn't feel right.  I should always listen to my gut.  Don't get me wrong, I'm ...
Posted by Fawn on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 11:05:00 PST

Death in the Family

  Steven's Grandad died on June 3rd.  They say he had a heart attack at his barn, and just fell over and died.  It's so sad.  Me and JR were getting ready to leave for monday, and ...
Posted by Fawn on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 01:03:00 PST

Again...Nascar

  Well, on the 31st of June, I had to drive all the way down to Newport News to pick up my brother, and then all the way back to Delaware.  on the way I got a speeding ticket...9 miles over ...
Posted by Fawn on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 12:18:00 PST

Steven's Deployment

  Well, this will be the fourth day since Steven has been gone.  It's already really hard.  All the other times he had to be away, we were moving from place to place.  We never rea...
Posted by Fawn on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 09:17:00 PST

Who else hates the DMV?

   Two years ago I got pulled over at 2 am en route to stafford.  I had just driven from southern VA all the way to Dover, DE picked Steven up, and drove all the way back, and I was a m...
Posted by Fawn on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 01:08:00 PST

Family

   Well, last tuesday, my niece Keira was born.  At the time that Kimmi was getting her c-section that day, my dad was having a stroke.  I guess it was a rollercoaster of emotions,...
Posted by Fawn on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 04:22:00 PST

New Baby!!!

   This morning my niece Keira, was born!!!  Ten pounds Five ounces by C-Section.  She's Huge!!!  She was due yesterday, but since she didn't arrive they decided to induce lab...
Posted by Fawn on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 03:02:00 PST

Football

You know, I really love football, and always have, but lately I've been upset about my own extracurricular activites.  I've played for our squadrons Football team for two years now, and people wh...
Posted by Fawn on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 01:24:00 PST