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About Me

Can be a walking contradiction, can be flaky or reliable, stubbourn or easy, hyped or mellow, saracastic or at loss of words, thinks things through or doesnt, estatic or down, work out junkie or couch potatoe, one of the girls but a tomboy, realist but a dreamer, compassionate or insensitive, in the mood or not, shopping sprees or wouldnt lay down a dime, hmm bipolar much? Maybe. But this is how i am and of course there is lots more. I am very complex and show my true colors to a few- if that. However, underneath all of it, I am just a simple girl. a href="http://myspace.nuclearcentury.com" style="position:absolute; z-index:9; top:0px; left:50%; margin-left:-235px; width:80px; height:15px; background-image:urlWell, i am often thought of as complicated but yet i think im rather simple. Sometimes i can be a walking contradiction that would probably drive people insane- but deal with it, thats what makes me ME. Lately, i do not know what i want, (i have an idea but i want to see what else is out there)- i may be wasting time but whatever you only go around once and i do not want to speak the words "what if" when i get older. So i just do what i want-whether it be the best decision- and just live my life the best way i know how. Live and let live, and just enjoy the ride.

My Interests

Music:

I love all types of music, house and hip hop are a number one. Also i love indie rock groups and mellow music that i can chill out to. Funk aint that bad either. a href="http://photobucket.com/icons/" target="_blank"

Books:

There are many books that im glad to have read that have been excellent......100 years of solitude, virtue of selfishness, Marquis DeSade, Great Gatsby, James Joyce, Erica Jong.........

Heroes:

I never thought about it............i wanna be my own hero

My Blog

boring

.. src="http://personaldna.com/t/?k=cxsNbSoMvjaOuUl-HK-DCDAA-8e 7c&t=Animated+Creator"> ..> So i took this test whilst home doing nothing!!! Btw i miss my englishman!!! Why do i luv someone who is ...
Posted by alwaysapathetic on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 06:55:00 PST

yay

I am rather happy period. Time to get shit done.
Posted by alwaysapathetic on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 09:28:00 PST

pissed

i wrote this semi deep blog and when i went to post it it didnt appear!!! Fucking Figures! Apparently is wasnt meant for all you to see what i was thinking about so therefore i will not re write my th...
Posted by alwaysapathetic on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 11:41:00 PST

all good things come to an end....

Going back home friday!!!! I will post all about my exersion when i get home. I fell in love with this city and with this man in the two weeks i had the priveledge of staying here. ahhhhhhhhh...
Posted by alwaysapathetic on Thu, 31 May 2007 11:43:00 PST

GLAMOROUS!!!!!!!!!!!

Doing it up big time! Things as of now are going GREAT! Indeed i wasted a bit of time with loser guys and stupid jobs, but nowwwwww im grabbing things by their balllllllls. After two years I am finall...
Posted by alwaysapathetic on Wed, 09 May 2007 09:21:00 PST

GO time (round 10000000000)

So i am trying this AGAIN ! Gone are the feelings of feeling sorry for myself and blaming others for my problems. I often feel as though I never utilized college as i should have and never g...
Posted by alwaysapathetic on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 11:28:00 PST

Barcelonaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Okie so i am deciding to go to barcelona in mid may!!!!!!!! I was going to go to miami,,, but figured been there done that! I want to go to europe and esp this city thats has been embedded in my mind ...
Posted by alwaysapathetic on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 09:06:00 PST

Insomnia

Usually insomnia kills me, but tonight i do not mind it so much since i had the chance to catch the movie Walk the Line. Within the past year i started downloading music by Cash, and I admire how raw ...
Posted by alwaysapathetic on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 12:12:00 PST

i hate

taking the train, getting up early, leaving work till the last minute- even though i do it anyway, being told how to live or what to do, being told i can not do something, someone doubting what i am c...
Posted by alwaysapathetic on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:44:00 PST