Guess i grew up B4 Everyone Else...

Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it wont be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
And someday I wont be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you Ill hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirits bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
And thats how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but goodbye.
You Are 72% Grown Up, 28% Kid
Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. How Emotionally Mature Are You?
Trait Snap Shot: clean, likes large parties, outgoing, makes friends easily, optimistic, positive, social, high self control, traditional, assertive, rarely irritated, self revealing, open, finisher, high self concept, controlling, rarely worries, tough, likes to stand out, does not like to be alone, semi neat freak, fearless, dominant, trusting, organized, resolute, strong, practical, craves attention, adventurous, hard working, respects authority, brutally honest, realist, altruistic...
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 63%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical || 10%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||| 30%
Wealth |||||||||||| 50%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||| 36%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Your Eyes Should Be Brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be?
You scored as Punk. Okay!
Punk

Emo Kid

Stoner

Goth

Hot

"Ghetto"

Loner

Jock

Geek/Nerd

Prep

Knowing what was, I no longer sleep at night,

I've seen through all eyes, understanding runs deep

Mistakes in that life were all the fault of me
This consequence has never been my salvation toChanged who I was and my destiny

Now complete but then so led astray

Now stronger and better each passing day,Like a caterpillar much different at firstNow from my transformation I change and I burst into what everyone wants,Nolonger am I like I used to be.,.,Why is it none of you can see who i realy want to be

Poem of Confusion

Confusion in her heart grows dim a few seconds--

Her eyes speak of dought what could this connection mean?

Is it him?

Will she ever say the words he longs to hear?

The words that will end her doubt that will answer all her questions the words that will reveal if she shares the same strange attraction or if his heart for further attractions will still rest in friendship

With either result trying not to get to deep in thought for if she has no intentions for a pain free life then deeper feelings would only cause more pain

Pain and seperation for that is the name of the game i hate to play

Trying to keep my heart under control limiting my thoughts about how i feal

Trying not to talk about it for in speaking makes it more unbearable

She doesnt even know if her feelings are that of pure love

Maybe its just a great admiration

But maybe its not the girl meant for me

Maybe in some way i can say I will give my heart an soil an start a big stir in her own.

But until then I pray and ask for Her guidance for her to remove what dought i have leaving only the best intentions for what she would have us do..

Just Hold On

Hold on to your dreams, hope for the pain to stop, they shelter you through lonely nights, gently they become the pillow, that puts destination in your sights.

Hold tight the memories, the heart ach that burns, for the one who wins, is the one who remembers and learns.

Nurture the moments, handle with care, for destiny states, for each heart there..s a pair.

Cast off the anger, and its deep rooted seed, remember t'was anger , that caused your heart to bleed,

Snuggle each memory, a warm blanket held tight, bringing you vision, guidance, sunlight.

Push away despair, nurture the hope, so impossible it seems, but the only way out, is to hold on to dreams, An remember me.