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Metaphysically Inexistent Specimen

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About Me

I like to rhyme (when I have time). I am easy to please and easy to hurt. It takes me a minute to like something. I like many things, being both easily amused and grateful for most every blessing. I say 'thank you' and 'sorry' too much. I'm too self-conscious, but only in public. I'm too vain, but only alone. Performing, music, and writing take up most of my heart, but I'll share the rest of it with you if you deserve it. (You deserve it.) I live to smile. I live to enjoy. I live to make others smile and enjoy. I live for the little things, the little moments. Finding a flower among weeds. A night sky full of stars. A kiss in the rain. A hug when you're crying so hard you can't even distinguish who it is that's hugging you. I dream big. I live bigger. I suffer the peter pan complex. I'm hopeless. I'm romantic. I'm a hopeless romantic. I will someday dance among stars and melt into sunbeams, just you watch. I make the most of what I have. I follow my heart. I joke when it's not appropriate. I am someone's angel and another's demon. I like it that way. I'll chase you down and tackle you, don't think I won't. Don't underestimate me. Ask me to pick a number. I'll never pick the right one. I am both peaceful and disturbing. At the same time. I am intense. We are intense. I'll hold your hand anytime. I'll make my sleeve your tissue. I'll make ugly faces with you. (I can do that by myself, too.) I will scream into space, dance like no one's watching, and roam the world. I live life to the fullest because it feels good. It feels good to be a part of something.div style="z-index:5; background-color: #6698CB; margin-left:-400px; width: 800px" align="center"

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My Blog

A little self-reflection and the fucking mirror breaks, dammit.

I am so scared. It makes me cry.And then it makes me scared to cry.I am scared because I know with every new day, I will not be the same person I was the day before. A piece of me, a piece of time I h...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 22:06:00 GMT

I want to be beautiful.

I feel so tiny. The thunder rolls and rumbles outside and I feel so tiny, like a speck of white light against a dark, black vastness. I am also soaken wet. I have just come in from playing in the pour...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 17:05:00 GMT

Today is the Day That I Keep Living.

We have survived an explosion. An explosion of epic proportions. And now the dust is settling, it is magic hour, and as I look down upon myself I see my self in little, broken pieces. Pieces of me tha...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 00:07:00 GMT

Residue of the Aftermath of My Creativity Explosion.

I just wanted to note how much I LOVE autumn. the sights, the smells, the beauty, the ecstasy...you can almost taste the change in the air. It puts me in such, creative, pondering and wistful moods......
Posted by on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 21:39:00 GMT

Scotland Pictures, Whoo-li-whoo!!

Scotland Pictures, Whoo-li-whoo!! Here are a collaboration of Scotland/England pics, NOT in chronological order, or in any sort of order for that matter...anyways enjoy, these were not all taken ...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 11:56:00 GMT

So this is what fitting in to the abnormal feels like...

ha...that's a neat word. giddy. ..... yah so, alot of big events have occured to me since my last post/blog/update thingy so...i thought i'd fill ya in on what bliss feels like :) Recently I have been...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 15:48:00 GMT

Realizations SUCK when they come from Mistakes...

So there are alot of things about me that I have come to terms with throughout the course of my life. Many good, many bad, some I care not to share and some I could scream out at the world. Instead I...
Posted by on Thu, 25 May 2006 19:24:00 GMT

raw confession...right before your very eyes, ladies and gentlemen.

i thought it was different... i thought we were different... i thought life was beautiful... i thought it would have lasted longer than it did... because i up and gave my heart away... and now it's ov...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 18:30:00 GMT

hello lovelies

 blame it on the lack of sleep. nothin like coffee and a bagel at 5:30 am, am i right? well i guess that wuld be normal on a school day but since i'm off......yah.....o shut up u get the point. ...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Dec 2005 02:50:00 GMT