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Do not turn your back on the various ways of this world.
Do not scheme for physical pleasure.
Do not intend to rely on anything.
Consider yourself lightly; consider the world deeply.
Do not ever think in acquisitive terms.
Do not regret things about your own personal life.
Do not envy another's good or evil.
Do not lament parting on any road whatsoever.
Do not complain or feel bitterly about yourself or others.
Have no heart for approaching the path of love.
Do not have preferences.
Do not harbor hopes for your own personal home.
Do not have a liking for delicious food for yourself.
Do not carry antiques handed down from generation to generation.
Do not fast so that it affects you physically.
While it's different with military equipment, do not be fond of material things.
While on the way, do not begrudge death.
Do not be intent on possessing valuables or a fief in old age.
Respect the Gods and Buddhas, but do not depend on them.
Though you give up your life, do not give up your honor.
Never depart from the Way of the Martial Arts.

Shinmen Musashi 1645

My Blog

I Want To Live?!

I don't know why I wanna die. I want to live! I want to live??? I want to live!!! Why don't I live?! Why is the only time I feel alive are the moments in life that make you want to cry/want to di...
Posted by on Tue, 26 May 2009 18:48:00 GMT

The Fatal Shot

There's a couple people who read these that know I haven't written in a while.Been lacking motivation but not a hatred for my limited writing style.I finally have something to say but can't find the n...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 20:23:00 GMT

My Denial

Just found this in a box. Its the last poem written for me by an ex girlfriend..."My Denial"You stroke my ego like you stroke my hair. With good intentions and a loving stare.But love is questionable...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 18:23:00 GMT

Happy

Woke up today with something heavy on my chest.Don't bother anybody, don't wanna be a pest.Walk around my own house feeling like a guest.Take the vacuum to my head cuz I gotta clean the mess.Never hav...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 20:55:00 GMT

Will You

Wrapped thighs around me as they dig into my skinPounding and thrusting in our esctacy of sinRide me like an animal in our rodeo of loveFeel you wrapped around me as i wear you like a gloveDo you want...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 15:49:00 GMT

My Life.....

The worst pain I ever felt was the one that wasn't real. The worst damage ever dealt was the wound that wouldn't heal! The biggest challenge in my life is just my life itself. Semantics full of detail...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 16:43:00 GMT

10-4 good buddy, over and out...

Got the t.v. on and Im watching my life fall apart.Try to change the channel before I tear out my heart.Is this really the way its gonna go down for me?Tried to be a decent person and i tried to be fr...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 18:56:00 GMT

Terrible Things

I'm very capable of doing terrible things.Like watching birds crawl after I tear off their wings.When I'm not sleeping I'am the living dead.Is this life or Hell or is it all in my head?!At my funeral ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 19:01:00 GMT

Thinking About It...

Yeah, I'm thinking about it too.I wonder about it while I think about you.I'm thinking about it when I get outta bed.The thought's never really leave my head.I'm thinking about it while I'm getting dr...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 11:23:00 GMT

Living in Heaven

Im just a devil living in heaven trying not to look outta place.Kinda like a bipod who only dream's of outer space.A common man masquerading as an elitist.An athiest who waste's his time praying to je...
Posted by on Tue, 08 May 2007 09:51:00 GMT