Music comes to me in dreams

Granddad Grandma i will never forget you RIP I am sort of a shy person at first but once i get to know ya i warm up to you quickly. A lot of people are drawn to me but a lot of people dont like me either(why this is i dont understand).I guess i am just polarizing. I am a very spiritual person I am always looking for deeper meaning in every thing i do. But yet my walk with god is not as it should be i will be the first to admit.But god is blessing me and i am getting back to where i need to be to walk upright in his eyes. I am a avid chess player i love playing chess. I am also a rabbit laker fan. I love to debate and some times it gets to the point where i am very argumentative. But unlike most I do know how to separate debating and emotion. Even thow i might be passionate about something i am talking about i never let my emotions get envolved. So if you really want to argue with me say something bad about kobe and the lakers racial injustice inequality for minorities or religion or my favorite rapper nas lol. I am a person who loves current events i am always watching the world news. But you gotta be careful because the American media sometimes has an unfair bias about certain topics so i try to get my information from international sources before i come to conclusions about certain topics.I am a horrid speller thats why i got into computer science, never had a problem with numbers lol. I also love making music I have an myspace artist page. http://myspace.com/marcusbethea. Trying to do my music thing right now. I also love graphic design every thing you see on my page i created my self accept for the video of course. I am also some one who is not afraid to admit my faults. I am ultra shy so 80% of the time when i see a woman i am attracted too unless she is just simply astonishing i let her walk buy. Well i hope you enjoy my page and god bless