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-Music
-Art
-Writing
-Movies
-Life*
-Astronomy (Pluto got what it deserves!)
-Technology(where we would be without it...not here)
-Malware
-Thinking
-Learning
-Teaching
-Loving
-Hating
-Watching
-Fucking(who doesn't...forgot about nuns)
-Uranium
-Aliens
-Water
-Women(got to hate 'em, but have to love 'em!)
I'd like to meet:
My fantasy destiny, again. I'll say that because although I've already met that fantasy, I'd really like to meet it again. There's almost nothing more satisfying than meeting a destiny that was once mere fantasy. I say almost because it's just as satisfying to know fate. I'm not one to believe in unjustifiable reasons and theories, but I have the obligation to have faith in destiny's fate. And I'm also obligated to believe that destiny also has a fate. Not only seeing, but knowing these ideas is something I'd give my life to not. Having the privilege of being exposed to fantasy's destiny and destiny's fate is not really a privilege at all. It's a 'God dammed' curse for us to have to live with such sights and knowledge. But is it technically knowledge at all? I'm gathering on the side of no. Seeing and knowing these fantasies, destinies and fates doesn't always mean we also understand them. To understand either of the 3 would be mind breaking. I honestly believe if any were to be understood there'd be no space for error or sin.
I'm not sure why I wanted to meet that fantasy, but I do know this: if I am to meet this anticipated dream again, I'll bring armor. I'll bring a wide arsenal of power, faith, compassion, sincerity and maybe even a little hunger and greed. The first time is always the best, they say. Well, I say fuck that! What about the ones that aren't allowed? Fuck them. They are granted permission before they know, so what keeps them away? Why are they so special? What about the ones that aren't prepared? Fuck them too? I'll say no, but do indeed give them your thought. They aren't picked from a line, and they're not chosen at order. Instead, the chosen for sights to destiny's fate are random. If you didn't know you was going there, would you be ready? I wouldn't. I'd blindly follow my intuition*, dreams and that small amount of faith inside.
Wait...
No, I don't think that's correct. There's more to it than only random pulls. Which again would bring us back to fate or maybe even fate's destiny. Of course destiny is powered by fate, but what if fantasy intervenes and causes the fate to change direction? Would one then have the comprehension and understanding of the gained faith? And if there is more to this than simple randomness, then there must be more to the fantasy's destiny than what shows on the surface. Maybe time must be added into this equation...
Adding time to 3 Nor 3 Ven works like a perfect circle, so why not add it to destiny's course, or even fantasy's direction. After all, they are the opposite. And if meeting and loosing the dream is added with time there may be hope. Funny I should even say that, but it's the honest truth. Hope exceeds the dream/s, fantasies and maybe even faith. Well, the faith is gained from the accompany of the destiny and the dream, so no, it can't be entwined. Neither can we add fate, because well, it's not gained. So, now we have a met fantasy, fate*, time and now hope. Although the hope is divided, we must account for the endless supply. And that will even apply for time. If we use what we'll call 'common sense', then we may find there to be a hopeful faith. And maybe, just maybe, a hopeful fate.
Meeting my fantasy's destiny one more time may end...it may end 3 Nor 3 Ven because with the demise of such bitterness, hopeful faith may come to smack it on the ass. But that will lead us in a direction we can not follow without help, and it will only contradict what was once a simple sin. Maybe that's what we need to throw in. Instead of time, let's use the help. They say it's only as hard as 'you' make it, then again, I wouldn't want to go back on what I said. Therefore, no help will be provided to assist in meeting another fantasy destiny, or even the first fantasy destiny...maybe.
Music:
This is truly impressive!
-10 Years
-40 Below Summer
-A Perfect Circle
-Alice Cooper
-Alice In Chains
-Bad Company
-Black Label Society
-Black Sabbath
-Bob Dylan
-Boston
-Buckcherry
-Bush
-Chevelle
-Clutch
-Coal Chamber
-Collective Soul
-Default
-Deftones
-Eminem
-Erase The Grey
-Evens Blue
-Fuel
-Godsmack
-Gravity Kills
-Guns 'N' Roses
-Hinder
-Hurt
-Incubus
-Kansas
-Korn
-Led Zepplin
-Lustmord
-Lynard Skynard
-Marilyn Manson
-Metallica
-Modest Mouse
-Mushroomhead
-Nickelback
-Nine Inch Nails
-Nirvana
-Nonpoint
-Pantera
-Pearl Jam
-Pink Floyd
-REO Speedwagon
-Reveille
-Rob Zombie
-Rush
-Seether
-Sevendust
-Shinedown
-Slipknot
-Soil
-Staind
-Stone Sour
-Stone Temple Pilots
-System of a Down
-Taproot
-The Doors
-The Greatful Dead
-Tool
-Type O Negative
-White Zombie
-Wolfmother
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Movies:
**Movie List Update Soon**
I can't be bias, but if I absolutely had to name only one favorite movie, I'd have to say "Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind". And since we're here, and I had to name only 'one', I'll also give the reason for it being my absolute favorite.
There's almost nothing I would appreciate more than to be able to go through this practice...well, so I think. When it really comes down to it, it'd probably be the worst thing I could ever do. And I would only do it if I could keep the knowledge from what I learned during being with that person. I strongly recommend anyone who has found someone they really love, or did love to see this movie. I hope this encourages someone to watch it...
"Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind"
"Fight Club"
In no specific order:
-Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
-Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
-Blow
-Pulp Fiction
-Saw I & II
-Broken Vessels
-Robots
-Wedding Crashers
-House of a Thousand Corpses
-The Devils Rejects
-Dark City
-American History X
-What the "Bleep" Do We Know!?
-Dead Presidents
-Born On the 4th of July
-The Wood
-Half Baked
-Outside Providence
-Dazed and Confused
-War of the Worlds
-Home Grown
-Idle Hands
-Underworld
-Underworld Evolution
-Running Scared
-Capote
-Lord of War
-Crash (Both 2005 and 90's?)
-Thank You for Smoking
-An Inconvenient Truth
-Munich
-A Scanner Darkly
-Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang
-The New World
-Office Space
-The Matador
-Up in Smoke
-Still Smokin'
-Nice Dreams
-Cheech & Chong's Next Movie
-Reefer Madness (Ha-fucking-Ha)
-Saving Grace
-16 Blocks
-The Matrix
-The Matrix Revolutions
-The Matrix Reloaded
-Training Day
-Troy
-Fight Club
-The Island
-Silent Hill
-Ghost Ship
-Braveheart
-Schindler's List
-Good Will Hunting
-A Beautiful Mind
-Traffic
-The Cooler
-Almost Famous
-Mystic River
-Gladiator
-The Aviator
-Girl, Interrupted
-Goldeneye
-Rain Man
-Saving Pirvate Ryan
-Lucky # Slevin
-Slacker
-All the Kings Men
-The Black Dahlia
-The Hole
-Sin City
-Hostage
-The Fountain
-Audition
-The Departed
-Casino Royale
-Smokin' Aces
Just to name some...
Television:
I don't watch 'television'. I've merged to the internet and it's become both. I suppose that's just as bad, but I guess I get the real choice in what I view.
Books:
The internet: biggest book known to man.
