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anger is mine, but the value is gone

i don't know what i wanna be when i grow up.

About Me

"if you want my angels, you'll have to take my demons too..."
- coiled, "the lost"

i'm a 24-year-old composer, musician, and tech head from south jersey living in north brunswick. irecently graduated from New York University for music technology and plan to write video game scores. i work at Guitar Center. i also do freelance web design, have been dubbed 24-hour tech support bitch for all of my friends, and spend the majority of my downtime hanging out w/ the best friends in the world, playing paintball, gaming, consuming copious quantities of food and/or alchohol, and generally making a public nuisance of ourselves in whatever way possible. and i'm basically on the top of the goddamned world.

for more, check out my personal website, jbruner.com , and the site for my web design company, rock.beats.scissors designs .

.. RaelinGarr
Yahoo!: brun7827

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My Interests

music, video games, being a terrible person, paintball, role-playing, recording, composing, sarcasm, delighting in others' misfortune, collecting and playing hand drums, computers, movies, music gear and other tech toys, teaching marching percussion, and general geekdom.

I'd like to meet:

people who can hold an intelligent conversation. people who think for themselves and don't follow the crowd just to feel like they're a part of something. people who enjoy sarcasm and a good-natured laugh at another's expense. people who can take a joke and have a sense of humor.

i hate mostly everybody on sheer principle. i hate stupid people most of all. but there's a chance you're one of the narrow margin that isn't a waste of life. feeling lucky?

Music:

Rock:

Tool, A Perfect Circle, Nine Inch Nails, old Incubus, Stabbing Westward, God Lives Underwater, The Mars Volta, At The Drive-In, The Police, Lostprophets, My Chemical Romance, Circa Survive, Glassjaw, Head Automatica, The Postal Service, Death Cab For Cutie, Björk, 30 Seconds To Mars, Marilyn Manson, Muse, Radiohead, Sigur Ros, The Killers, The Cure, and waaaay too many others to name them all here.

Classical:

Chopin, Shastakovich, Stravinsky, Beethoven, Bach, Fauré, Debussy, Mozart, Bartók, Ravel, Holst, Pucchini, Strauss, Verdi, Rachmoninoff, Glass, Ives, Reich, Webern, Rimsky-Korsakov, many many more.

Jazz:

John Coltrane, Miles Davis, Louis Armstrong, Pat Metheny, Charlie Parker, Jelly Roll Morton, Wes Montgomery, Ella Fitzgerald, Dave Brubeck, Duke Ellington, Maynard Ferguson, Branford Marsalis, Dave Weckl, Chick Corea, Ornette Coleman, McCoy Tyner, etc. etc.

Movies:

Fight Club, Snatch, Sin City, The Lord of the Rings trilogy, The Shawshank Redemption, Boondock Saints, Poolhall Junkies, Amélie, The Big Lebowski, Office Space, Clerks, Gladiator, any James Bond flick, A Man On Fire, American History X, Edward Scissorhands, The Princess Bride, Kung-foo Hustle, House of Flying Daggers, The Sixth Sense, Signs, Star Wars: A New Hope, The Empire Strikes Back, Return of the Jedi, Revenge of the Sith, Boiler Room, Ocean's Eleven, The Italian Job, Primal Fear, The Game, I Robot, The Matrix trilogy, A Beautiful Mind, Braveheart, Troy, Mission: Impossible I & II, Minority Report, god there's too goddamned many.

Television:

i don't watch TV, period. for the record, i think reality TV is the most terrible waste of brain cells ever conceived.

Books:

The Lord of the Rings trilogy and The Hobbit (J.R.R. Tolkien), The Chronicles of Narnia (C.S. Lewis), The Wheel of Time series (Robert Jordan), the Dune series (Frank Herbert), the Redwall series (Brian Jacques), the Harry Potter series (J.K. Rowling), The Divine Comedy (Dante Alghieri), The Picture of Dorian Gray (Oscar Wilde), The Illiad and The Oddesy (Homer), many more. i read a lot.

My Blog

[6/15] it's been a while. ....ok who am i kidding? it's been ages.

i haven't blogged in a really long time.  it's not that there's been nothing noteworthy happening in my life; quite the contrary, it's been rather exciting, or at least not boring.  maybe th...
Posted by anger is mine, but the value is gone on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 12:36:00 PST

[11/30] another 325 perry party ;)

325perrypajamaparty!!ok, we've all done it: wake up late, roll out of bed, and go straight to your 8am class wearing your pj's. don't you wish you could do that with everything in life?? well, on sa...
Posted by anger is mine, but the value is gone on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 08:21:00 PST

[11/28] you're a woman, i'm a machine.

so i've gained about 20 lbs. in the past year or so, and i've decided that that has to go.  so it's back to the gym for me.  i'm tired of the same old too busy/tired/whatever excuses.  ...
Posted by anger is mine, but the value is gone on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 11:50:00 PST

w00t.

sooo c-wood had all-state championships for USSBA yesterday at giants stadium, aaaand they rocked my face off.  they took 2nd place with a 91.875 and won the special award for high music, beating...
Posted by anger is mine, but the value is gone on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 11:35:00 PST

riiiiight. and i'm james fucking dean.

so life is beautiful and terrible and a wonderful mess.  and i wouldn't have it any other way. most of the things that have happened to me lately would only be funny or amusing or remotely inter...
Posted by anger is mine, but the value is gone on Thu, 03 Nov 2005 05:28:00 PST

PARTY TIME, BITCHES!!!

halloween@325perryok, the last party we had at 325 perry was so awesome that we've decided to throw a pre-Halloween bash to try to top it.  here's the details:where:325 perry dr.north brunswick, ...
Posted by anger is mine, but the value is gone on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 09:21:00 PST

update

ok, first of all, to everyone who literally poured out their love and support to me over the past week and a half, thank you.  extra thanks go to erin for her compassion and dave for giving me so...
Posted by anger is mine, but the value is gone on Wed, 14 Sep 2005 06:37:00 PST

numb

anna and i broke our engagement tonight. no, i'm not ok. no, there's nothing you can say/do to make me feel better. no, i have no idea whether we'll work it out. yes, i'll be fine.  but thank yo...
Posted by anger is mine, but the value is gone on Tue, 06 Sep 2005 07:36:00 PST

the bitter and the sweet

this past week was one of the shittiest times i can remember having, but there were good points, whilch i will relate here: first of all, the party was absolutely awesome.  if you missed it, you...
Posted by anger is mine, but the value is gone on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 11:56:00 PST

and now for something completely different. ALSO: party info. READ!!

sorry for the previous post, the remnants of coiled had a studio session yesterday, and i didn't do too well with it.  anyway. i might have just secured a job working at columbia university as a...
Posted by anger is mine, but the value is gone on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 10:01:00 PST