Well i have been living in V.V for about a year now and as much as i hated it before i kind of like it i now..dont get me wrong I still miss My OC. nothing compares to the fun i had there.the Hooka nights beach times, club nights, and not to mention the PARTIES!!, and just crazy times in general But i needed this change.. i think i was ment to come here. If not for the change i would probably be dead or locked away for life.. those who know me real well know the way i was going and know that this change was nessasery for my own good!! As much as i wanted to blame every one around me for all the bad sh!t that was happening in my life i realized that the one i needed to blame was myself. and that in order for all that to change i needed to change first.. i needed to respect myself in order to get respect and i needed to be happy with where i was in life.. its been tough but im getting there. like i said im trying hard to chage my life.
there is only those few out there who know how much i have been through and have stuck with me through thick and thin..and for that i thank you guys...you know who you are!! even though we have our stupid arguments and drift apart we give each other time and a couple of days,weeks,months later we are right back to being friends. i guess true friends are friends for ever!! I would also like to thank my SISTERS.They hung in there even though i treated them like iish!! I would snap on them for no apparent reason and belittle them and tell them i hated them and still they didnt leave my side..Thank you guys for reals!! I'v never addmitted it but with out them i would be lost. MY Number ONE supporter my mother!! with out her i would be dead!! i have disrespected her to the fullest and embarrased her and disappointed her in so many ways and everyday she stands there and tells me she loves me!! she is my everything and every day i wake up i am thankfull that she is in my life. even though i still tend to have my days i will for ever be thankfull and there is no words describe how happy i am that i got her as a mother! ohh yea i almost forgot...i recently fell in love. i am in love with my niece!!! she is my everything and every day that goes by i love her more and more!! she means the world to me!! she is my Chunkey Monkey. My Chubby Cheeks. My C.C Fruit Loops. My Goda no not Gorda..My Goda. My Lil Brat..just my life...i ♥ that lil bratt!!
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