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About Me

Learning to love life By living through loss and mistakes Lessons learned, then gradually surfacing Letting go Stripping naked to scream I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be I am alive in this world of face-first falls And public breakdowns I'm a retarded, disfigured clown Dying to be heard for the simple art Of letting this heavy wall finally fall I'm an equal being of no race or color A hallucination, if you will Sneaking into the lives of strangers And letting them fall apart to a new rhythm Just to feel better

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START

How do I get the feelingThat Im being left out in the dark.This is the hardest part,Where did it start? When did it start? Im not used to being left behind. I used to be popular among all the little k...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 20:29:00 GMT

I feel it now

look at me sitting here, waiting herefor something that never comes.Is this this what i get, is it my punishment for what I have done.I feel it now,  your gone are you satisfied.Im so alone scared and...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Feb 2009 14:31:00 GMT

guilty as charged

You people think im goodBut i am baddig beneath the sufaceit will make you madI cant stand you bitchesYall make me sickIm done with you bitchesFrom my mouth I spitAll over These peopleNo one will ever...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Nov 2008 00:17:00 GMT

dedication to all my unworthy friends

Yeah, Yeah Walking example of you Wait for the silence Talking backwards to you It meant nothing to me Watching the world fall on you I'm keeping my eyes closed Now I can see what this means to you It...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:24:00 GMT

I remeber it too

You said ALLWAYS and I said yeah just like a movie ending the day will we walk together and down the road finding PARADISE in the haze Its gone, two in the mourning with all hope slips sliding around...
Posted by on Sun, 11 May 2008 18:42:00 GMT

Incoming

I know a way through all these lies, And I can show a fake that is in disguise you will be so lonely when im gone, for I am everything that you are not Please forgive me Ive let you down I never mean...
Posted by on Sun, 11 May 2008 18:35:00 GMT

the time is now

The time is now: Stare into the trees and sway Bathing cool breeze cross your face If you listen, I implore you Swirling winds will surely fade (to) Fields and meadows where we laid Just remember, I w...
Posted by on Sun, 11 May 2008 18:07:00 GMT

broken life

it's 1 o'clock and i'm still in bedbut i don't want to leave here just yetwhat's for me out there a TV settoo much time to sit and thinkmonths go by faster than daysbills are due and i still can't pay...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 14:40:00 GMT

slice of heaven

it rolls around inside my headbefore i know where to gochange of scene get off of mesit here with endless flowsee you smile, find a way,stahling is no longer funi know you know the way it goes:empty w...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 14:35:00 GMT

sammy ray

do what it takes to make it throughthe dayto be alright, not bad, just finefor most of us most Of the time- wait 'till when she'll pretendthat you know it's the end-(& i'd say)i can still tasteyou...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 14:31:00 GMT