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About Me

I am a schitzed-out, flighty purrson with a huge heart. I am a masochist that loves to feel needles pierce my flesh. There's not much to say about me........I'm Astraya.
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You are Brigitte Bardot
Naurally sensual and beautiful
You're an exotic beauty who turns heads everywhere
You've got a look that's one of a kind What Famous Pinup Are You?
You Will Die at Age 49
Not bad, considering your super wild lifestyle
Want to live longer? Try losing a few bad habits. What Age Will You Die?
You Are an Appletini
Most of the time, you're a typical party girl / guy.
But when you get super sauced, you really up your sex appeal. What Mixed Drink Are You?
You Are The Wheel of Fortune
You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth.
You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life.
Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things.
Big things tend to happen to you more than other people.
Your fortune:
Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it.
You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way.
Big things and big changes are about to come your way.
And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest. What Tarot Card Are You?
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My Interests

I like to paint, knit, cook anything TASTY, jam out to music and practice Wicca. I'm also interested in getting anything pierced and symbolic tattoos.

I'd like to meet:

I wanna turn back time and have a cocktail with Kurt Cobain and Bradley Nowell. I'd also love to meet people who will inspire me, who I can learn from and who I can teach as well. Basically, just anyone with a good heart.
Your Famous Last Words Will Be:
"Goodbye. I am leaving because I am bored." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

Music:

Nirvana, Marilyn Manson, Sublime, NIN, Bob Marley, Ravi Shankar, Ani Difranco, Voodoo Glow Skulls, Mudvayne, Disturbed, Ozzy, Rob Zombie, Violent Femmes, Weezer, Lucky Boys Confusion, HIM, Green Day, Murderdolls, The Doors, Phish, Grateful Dead, Jimi Hendrix, Slipknot, Rage Against the Machine, Tool, the Beatles, Canible Corpse, etc.......

Movies:

I love cheesy 80's horror films! I like Evil Dead, the old Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Carrie, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Shawshank Redemption, Being John Malkovich, What Dreams May Come, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, The Clockwork Orange, Helter Skelter, Prophecy 1 and 2.......I lost train of thought......

Television:

Sex and The City is pretty damn good. I also like Trauma:Life In The ER; basically anything on the learning channel and the Discovery channel. Oh, and Inked is good, gotta love Hart & Huntington!

Books:

Tale of Two Towers, how could anyone not like Carlos Casteneda? The Celestine Prophecy, The Celestine Vision, The Tenth Insight, Book of Shadows, The Purpose Driven Life, Kiss My Tiara, Your Sixth Sense, Flashbacks by: Timothy Leary

Heroes:

My father is my hero. He went from 13 years of being an alcoholic to around 5 years of sobriety. If he has that type of strength, then anyone can. He is and will always be my hero and role model. I aspire to have his strength.

My Blog

HAPPY DAY

my life was a package wrapped in goldbut all i could see was the thick green moldthen in an instant it all went up in smokehow did i become societies' joke?so i stand at the crossroads trying to choos...
Posted by Mourningstar on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 03:50:00 PST

so fucking ecstatic....

i am so happy....FINALLY! i finally found an awesome friend that is so easy to talk to and so fun to be around....i feel like the little school grrl....whenever he's around...i'm just grinning constan...
Posted by Mourningstar on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 08:55:00 PST

downward spiral....

apparently i'm a good for nothing bitch. i can't do anything right. i fuck up everything without even knowing it. i don't try to be shitty or have that tone in my voice. but...that's what happened. i ...
Posted by Mourningstar on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 08:45:00 PST

so fucking sad.....

what the hell is happening.....why is it all taken away so quickly....i am the chosen one to exist here in this misery......take my pain away....is any of this real or just my imagination running away...
Posted by Mourningstar on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 12:41:00 PST

awaken me

my love- awakes me with his voice- words sung sweetly around my body collected candles carelessly lit my life/ melancholy candy his voice/ his song purrfect crystal blue purrfection-purrfect voice-pur...
Posted by Mourningstar on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 12:37:00 PST

Faded Haze

can't stop these pains in my head trickle down my back wish i was dead stand up, my vision warps don't know what's real but everything hurts what am i thinking something else is inside my brain concen...
Posted by Mourningstar on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 09:36:00 PST

My Candle

disgusted and disturbed by the look on your facewhy was i brought to this hell of a placeput up my guard and my imaginary wallyou keep throwing your stones, just so i'll fallyou're amused by the sight...
Posted by Mourningstar on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 09:31:00 PST

be all, end all...

show me the way thru this old, decrepid mind is it soul over mind, or mind over soul sea of soft red haze encompasses my eyes is that what he meant, "I see red"-death toll stuck and trapped in a never...
Posted by Mourningstar on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 09:55:00 PST

it'll change your life

let it right now right here with us, with you and with me and our commitment to breathe into infinity let a radical realization shine from our faces and rrroar from our heart and thunder from our brai...
Posted by Mourningstar on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 01:56:00 PST