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"I'm hearing things all wrong. These arms failed to lift when my eyes forgot to open. Everything left offsetting through the dryed paint that creates these butterfly wings, twitching and teasing now. Standing here one year later with signs of red shining through a decade more. Among the morning light of bedroom walls deafeated to know the danger in this. It's so easy to forget everything we swore we'd remember. We're all useless. If only i could keep the eyeliner from running i'd drive these roads to kill my own kind."
"i held a monkey today, so i'll remember that forever"
I'm Melissa :)!
First impressions mean alot to me; so dont fuck it up.
ilovehim...
I’m on my phone 24/7. text me!
I’ll most likely answer. I’ve made so many mistakes throughout my life, and I’m guaranteed to make a zillion more. I hate when people bring up my past. Its my past, please leave it there. I regret the way some things have ended up, but it made me who I am. I miss more than half the people that used to be in my life. I get my random moments where I hate all people and I just wanna sit in my room and listen to music. No matter what anyone says I still believe Nikki Sixx, Matt Dillon, Oli Sykes, Kat Von D, Shawn Milke and Megan Fox:) are the greatest people who were ever put on this plant! :) I have very strong opinions on things I cannot back up. I just know how I feel. If I want something bad enough I‘ll try as hard as I can to get it. Everyone changes, some good some bad. And I know I have changed for the good and the bad. Im not the best daughter, friend, or girlfriend but I am the best I know how to be. I would rather see other people happy, than me be happy. I think people deserve second chances, third chances, and fourth chances. I can be a forgiving person, but then other times, I just don’t care about what you have to say at all. I cant wait until I turn eightteen, because then I can use my body as a canvas <3.
bring me the horizon, alesana, and newports is where its at :]
"I am a canvas of my experiences. My story is etched in lines and shading, and you can read it on my arms, my legs, my shoulders, and my stomach. But like everybody else, I was born naked and screaming, waiting for my life to write itself on my skin."