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Just Mellisa

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About Me

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anyone that knows me, knows that my father was my life. He is the reason i moved to Florida. He was everything to me. Now he is gone. you have no idea what i am going through. the anger and the pain is just to much to bear. i am trying hard to overcome this, but i just cant see the point right now. my only safty is knowing that he would have wanted me to do better and not walk the the same road he did. my father's light was takin from him, and now mine is gone as well. i just keep thinking of all the good times we had. I loved him so much. I want to thank everyone who has been here for me. your words have been kind and your shoulders have been a nice place to lean and cry.
THEY GOT ME LOCKED UP......THEY WONT LET ME OUT.......
hmmm.......... i live in the land of Issa where nothing really matters, and i get to make all the rules.
bitches love me cause the know that i can rock, bitches love me cause they know that i can rhyme, bitches love me cause the know that i can fuck.......
"All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not"
I really am just a simple person. everyday i try to laugh and smile and just be. fuck everything else.
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a smurf. then i'd lick it

please do not send me a friend request because you think i'm hot. i already know this. LOL (joke) i'f you wanna talk send me a message. i dont need 500 friends that dont talk to me. thanks :)

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My Blog

i'm bored

so i just found an old cd of mine.  and i just realized how bad i missed it.  its 'the terror wheel'  from insaine clown posse.  i love the dead body man.  maybe it's just me....
Posted by on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 00:34:00 GMT

i feel sick

i need someone, a person to talk to.someone who'd care to love, could it be you?situation gets rough, then i start to panicits not enough its just a habithey kid your sickdarling this is ityou can all...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 00:07:00 GMT

it sadens me

so to those of you who know me, and care,  i just thought that i would post this to kinda get it out there.  i am doing ok.  i am finally happy.  i am back where i need to be....
Posted by on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 00:53:00 GMT

watch out for puppies

have you erver been out and seen this little lost dog that you thought was so cute.... so you take it home and feed and pet it. and are so happy that you have this new little puppy. then you find out ...
Posted by on Wed, 18 May 2005 19:56:00 GMT

tee he he

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Posted by on Sat, 23 Apr 2005 11:58:00 GMT

i really do hate you all

i really do hate you all
Posted by on Tue, 19 Apr 2005 22:21:00 GMT

poem 2

Alone never had i known, true happiness alone, for i was on my own no one there, no one to care, i thought to myself, this isnt fair. i wanted to cry, i wanted to die, i jumped out th...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Feb 2005 06:21:00 GMT

poem

went through some old stuff while cleaning today and found an old poem i wrote so i figured i'd share it so to all those of you i love: every morning when i wake, i sit and wonder why, i never g...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Jan 2005 14:51:00 GMT

interesting facts

1) No matter how bad things get, waking up every day is awesome. 2) I went several years without eating cauliflower, and when I finally tried it, I indeed hated it. 3) A person doesn't need an...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Jan 2005 14:49:00 GMT

all about me

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard! the link is in a bulletin i posted. find it and do it
Posted by on Fri, 28 Jan 2005 10:58:00 GMT