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Sylvana

i said it once, and you killed me twice

About Me

"For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment you have and rembember that time waits for no one. Happiness is a journey, not a destination. . ." -SouzaIF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEND A FRIEND REQUEST IT MAY BE A GOOD IDEA TO: A) SEND A MESSAGE FIRST, B) READ MY PROFILE FIRST******************************************************* ************************************************************ ************************************************************ *********************************AND************************ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ***************************** DONT POST ANY MORE COMMENTS ABOUT LOVE ON MY PAGE!!! I WILL DENY THEM (UNLESS IT IS TELLING ME HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME). CONSIDER THIS YOUR WARNING."hOPE IS AN aNCHOR, AND lOVE IS A sHIP. tIME IS THE oCEAN, AND lIFE IS A tRIP"Im what you would call a sucker. I am a sucker for love, a sucker for beautiful things. I love life, yet cry often. I think too much. I have much left to learn, and all of my efforts to better understand myself seem to get lost among all of of my mistakes. I am indecisive and lost. I long for companionship, but can find happiness alone. The epiotmy of a Libra, I find beauty in everything. I miss my family and seek structure and direction. I have yet to prove my worth. I want to leave a mark on this world, I want to better someone else. I want to teach others to be the way I think I should be. I am wise yet have a hard time applying knowledge to every day life. I am lazy. I know where I want my life to go, but I dont know what I want for tomorrow. I ask to many questions. I constantly find myself taking my foot out of my mouth. Hatred is death, death to yourself, death to others, death to the soul, death to the world. I am religious, but I am a sinner. Random, good-hearted, sensitive, independent, capable.SUBLIME: Characterized by nobility; majestic. Of high spiritual, moral, or intellectual worth. Not to be excelled; supreme. Inspiring awe; impressive.I love to laugh, and i seem to always find something to laugh about.HOT Myspace Layouts

My Interests

I want to live, I want to be able to take a breath and not feel like the world is flling in around me. I want to be happy..."Whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. . ." -Max EhrmannTo find peace and happiness within myself. I am interested in change and knowledge. I think that everyone is special and has something positive to offer to the world. I want to become everything that I was ever meant to be, and I know that I haven't even come close yet. I love to laugh. Sharing good times with friends, and sharing a smile with a stranger. I love getting butterflies in my stomach. Chocolate cake, raspberries, pasta, salmon, and a good salad are always hard to turn down. Beautiful eyes and soft lips, mmmmm good. Independence interests me. I have yet to truly discover what it is to be completly indepent of all others. Dependency scares me, it seems as if I have never really been able to count on anyone else, or myself for that matter. Becoming dependent on another scares me because sooner or later that will backfire, and someone will get hurt. Understanding human nature and human emotions. Sunshine makes me happy, I think that I would die without the sun. I love children. Children are our future, they are like a blank canvas, and the examples that we set for them will mold what kind of a person they grow into. Teachers are so important. I want to change the world, and I will do it through teaching children. A good teacher can make such a difference in a child's life. I will make a difference in the hearts and minds of many children.

I'd like to meet:

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars. . ." -Jack Kerouac I adopted a cute lil' baby jesus fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

Music:

music is food for my soul. without it i would die. i love all of it.

Movies:

man i never remember the movies i watch!

Television:

Gray's Anatomy, Nip-Tuck, House, Desperate Housewives, Shark Week on Discovery Channel, Deal or No Deal, . . . . . . .

Books:

Ralph Waldo Emmerson, The Bible, The Rules, Steven King, Feng Shui, Bill Shakespere, Kurt Cobain Journals, Chicken Soup for the Soul, anything horoscope related, etc.

Heroes:

my dad. the guy who invented wine (God), and someone who is happy with themselves and doesnt lie about not regretting a damn thing in their life...

My Blog

Quotes to live by

"To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children, to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends, to appreciate bea...
Posted by ~Sylvana~ on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 10:51:00 PST

Tag, You're It!

rules of the "you have been tagged" game - people who get tagged write a blog of 6 weird habits/things about them/experiences, as well as state this rule clearly. in the end, you need to choose 6 peop...
Posted by ~Sylvana~ on Wed, 03 May 2006 10:02:00 PST

Deep Thoughts

HATE me for who I am, but don't love me for what I am not.
Posted by ~Sylvana~ on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 04:46:00 PST

12/31/05

im gonna be in vegas, so if you wanna meet up, just give me a call.  i would love to meet some new people :) let me know if you are gonna be there too, hmm-kay.  Sylvana...
Posted by ~Sylvana~ on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 01:43:00 PST

fall

Today it is sunny and happy here :)  I love days like this, especially in November.  This is something that I will always apprechiate about the desert.  It certainly isin't like this in...
Posted by ~Sylvana~ on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 11:32:00 PST

Let us achieve perfection . . . .

Why isin't life perfect? . . . . . . .   It just seems a little silly that it's not, ya know?  Let's fix this, it should be simple right?   It would be so much better if it was all perf...
Posted by ~Sylvana~ on Wed, 12 Oct 2005 07:56:00 PST

20 questions

Just a few questions   1.Your Full Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Fave Movie:5. Fave Song:6. Fave Band:7. Most Embarassing Moment:8. Are you a virgin?HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Are we friend...
Posted by ~Sylvana~ on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 01:22:00 PST

October 21, 1985

I liked this, and I think most of its true, especially that last part ;)  ha ha ha, don't cha wish you were born in October!   OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to take...
Posted by ~Sylvana~ on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 04:48:00 PST

MacGuyver

When I was little, MacGuyver was my favorite show. I was so in love with MacGuyver, my dad would let me stay up every night just to watch MacGuyver and eat Oreo's until I was about to burst. I think t...
Posted by ~Sylvana~ on Sun, 18 Sep 2005 12:20:00 PST

Swim

Nauseous . . . . have been the past two days.  Gross feeling and I cant stop it.  I think that I am getting sick again, heck of an immune system I've got, I'll tell you what.    S...
Posted by ~Sylvana~ on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 07:54:00 PST