About Me

De Profundis Clamavi
The underlining reality has cloaked itself in the ceaselessly transforming cosmos, declaring itself without revealing itself... The purpose of eachs souls sojourne on earth is to learn to see beyond the evanescence of phenomenato the eternal reality.
-Paramahansa Yogananda.
Everyone knows everything, and no one's ever wrong.
We always deceive ourselves twice about people we love- first to their advantage, then to their disadvantage.
If you think you could read me like a page, on this page- then you're mistaken.
I am, like everyone else, a unique canvas.
The artist has painted upon me colors of passion, the darkest blues.
The color of fire, of vibrant reds.
The color of intellect, vivid and soothing as yellow is to the eye.
Along with all the hues in between.
Brush stroked with a fair clairvoyance, and placed in a frame like a skeleton.
I am a free will.
If there's really something, one thing I'd like for you to take from all I say is that I am a woman of passion. Strong, enthusiastic devotion to a cause, ideal, or goal and tireless diligence in its furtherance.
I strive to encourage all around me to sing, to write, to paint, or to dance in the street.
Human expression is vital.
Dreams, I believe the are more real than most the time we spend awake. Sometimes, I suffer from sleep paralysis, which I consider to be a gift.
You may say I'm a dreamer.
But I'm not the only one.

It all makes sense; were capable of beauty.
peace.
aut vincere aut mori.

My Interests

Histoire et Musique.

1972.

Moths and spiders

Glam Rock.

Ruins & Wonders

Wine.

constellations & white holes

Greek mythology.

Picking flowers and

City lights....

What is in between the

black and white

I'd like to meet:

my best friend, my soulmate.

People of neurotic, artsy characteristics.
Nothing renders me speechless more than someone who uses the creativity in their mind to create something entirely new; surreal.

I've met my man who puts his lips to the microphone, and places his heart and soul in every syllable. I can hear his passion resonating in between breaths.

Those who cross the line of playing their music, versus becoming their music.
feed me your neurosis.

Music:

Music is a universal language that has kept culture, life, and sanity among other things in our world for centuries.I was born a child of spirit, music, and free will.I was lucky enough to be raised with it flowing through my veins.

Music is my blood.

a perfect circle.
Apoptygma berzerk
Bauhaus
Between the buried and me
BjÃ¶rk
Blonde redhead
Brian Eno
Bob Dylan
Carl Orff
Christian death
Circle takes the square
Clint Mansell
Covenant
Cursive.

Daft Punk
David Bowie
Death from above 1979
Denali
Deftones
Depeche Mode

Dream Theater.
Devendra Banhart
Devo
The Doors
DuranDuran
Echo and the Bunnymen
Endlesshallway
Girl Talk
Gong
Heavens.
IAMX
Iggy pop and The Stooges
Imperial teen
I N T E R P O L .
Jack off jill.
Janis Joplin
Janes Addiction
Jefferson Airplane
joy division
Joy Electric
Kate Bush
Kronos Quartet
K.U.K.L.
LCD Soundsystem
The Mars Volta

Mindless self indulgence
Morrissey
Murder by death
Muse
New Order
Nineinchnails
Nobody

the notwist
Of Montreal
the pixies
pj harvey
Placebo
tapeworm project.
Prince
portishead
Puscifer.
Queen
Queensryche
Ratatat
Radiohead
Rasputina
Ramparts
Redemption 87
Rush
Roxy Music
Siouxsie and the banshees
Scarling.
Sneaker pimps.
Smashing Pumpkins
sonic youth
Silversun pickups
Talking heads
The Cure
The smiths

T-Rex
Tool
The Undoing of David Wright

The white stripes.
The Vanishing
Velvet Underground.
VNV Nation
Wolfsheim
the yardbirds.
zwan

MUSIC. You guys. I breathe it.

Movies:

Phantom of The Opera Tank Girl
Corpse Bride

V for Vendetta

The Labryinth [favorite childhood movie.]
The Crow
The Yellow Submarine
Girl Interupted
Moulin Rouge

.Velvet Goldmine.
Fight Club
Resivoir Dogs
The Nightmare Before Christmas

The Fountain

Live Freaky Die Freaky

Dead alive.
The Outsiders
Requiem for a dream.

Books:

Heroes:

"Hate Humanity? Yep, sure do. There's such a lack of responsibilty for one's actions in the world, a selfishness, and a great destruction in the way people live their lives. It's all instant gratification,and who cares how my instant gratification affects those around me, or on a small personal level or a global level. The way people treat eachother is truly disgusting, and we've created an environment through advances in science and technology that allows for a very septic society to thrive. And we breed and breed, and all the wrong people breed while all the right people don't wanna have children because they don't wanna place them in this world."

James Labrie

Maynard James Keenan.

My Blog

Animism.

You would be surprised how large a part your mind plays in the scheme of life.That small phantom pain dwelling in my mind has been living in me like a parasite, sucking me free of my own conscience an...
Posted by [Où l'horreur vole la nuit.] on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 04:27:00 PST

Amor vincit omnia.

They met far from the sea at the crack of dawn. The blanket of bright admirers above have read their story in books, and recognize the foreseen end of this chapter. The hunt and the kill, the birth an...
Posted by [Où l'horreur vole la nuit.] on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 11:12:00 PST

April the 21st.

"Dont move," He said."Were in the middle of the street!" I shouted, half afraid, half out of harm's way simply from and the sound of his voice.Headlights drew near as we stood in the space d...
Posted by [Où l'horreur vole la nuit.] on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:14:00 PST

This is nothing, but my final announcement.

9:01 PM. I have no more hopes and dreams. If they even exist, they are lodged somewhere in the back of this sack of fucking chemicals that lies inside my head. Forget everything you knew about ...
Posted by [Où l'horreur vole la nuit.] on Wed, 12 Apr 2006 09:39:00 PST